TheLaughtersIWillRemember

2011-12-31T23:41:00.003+08:00

i'm here before 20 mins before 2011 ends.

so the year has been good and bad, but i would like to say the year treated me real well. (:

i've meet the nicest people, had the best experience of school-life i would say, and done the most insane things/the things i've always wanted to do.

eg. night cycling with 11S13 ( ahh so many memories ) , girls h2h talk late into night during 11S13 class chalet, and the best night ever have to be Girls' Generation concert in SG!!!!

2011 has been such an eventful year, and i really have to thank god for that!

so whats 2012 for me?

-ALEVELS

-more slogging, mugging and studying till all my hair drop all for the Alevel cert.

i'm more than determined to get this over and done with a decent grade, because i know i could go nowhere with my lousy grades.

i guess the year will fly pass in a blink of an eye, because it will be exams after exams and before we know it, the year is over.

but more importantly, i hope people around me and myself will always be happy. (:

thats all, back to watching MBC gayo daejun!

btw i wished soshi was there, because i think its the best year-end festival and all the stage, lighting look so coool.

but... still happy 2012 to the girls, hope you guys get a break as you wanted and stay healthy!

i will continue loving and supporting you guys! <3

2011-12-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

guess i'm back again!

who's exactly reading this blog man??? if no one's reading, i shall lock it for my own memories. (:

so 2011 is ending and 2012 is beginning in another 3 days.

time flies isnt it?

its been such a fruitful year for me, personally, with a brand new atmosphere leading a new life.

gone through so much shit this year, especially for PW, and for academics, but this is just the beginning.

i've meet so many new people, with different personalities, some are good, some are bad.there's gonna be more next year esp its our A's next year, sigh the thought of it just gives me cramps. Zzzzz.

but i can't be more thankful to those who stayed by me through this year, and became part of my life.

MY MOST AWESOME JC friends: Sabrina, Finn, Yiklam and Tressa, my heart goes out to you.

thank you so much guys for making my first year in JC such an enjoyable and fun one. everyday without fail, you guys make the lamest jokes possible that is not funny, but funny in another way. (: you guys also taught me what being in a group means, giving in and compromising, and celebrating what means the most to us: birthdays.

i guess i've not said this before, but the surprise you all gave me on my birthday is one i will never forget for many years to come, because its the first and best once ever. thank you so muchhhh. all the outings we had, small eating trips, Kbox, although little, but it was meaningful, and its something that i'll remember.

i've never been in a group/clique before, and it was the first time for me, and i would have to say this first time have been one of my best ever, all because of you all. thank you all so so much for creating such a unique experience. (((':

if one have to say JC isn't fun, i would have to disagree because of all of you, thank you HUGELOAD for all the sweet memories. now that we have all promoted, lets work hard together for A's! i love you guyssssss. <3

SAJCCB;

my section mates:

we've been through so much didnt we? from nothing, to something. from a section that is one of the worst, to one that have matured so much. we really did work so hard, esp for HK trip, all the tears, sweat, effort, longtones exercise which I DREAD, all paid off. (': seeing you guys everyday for almost a month before HK trip, have allowed us time to be closer than before, and i'm really thankful for that. (: all the memories from HK trip, all the bus rides, are things i will remember for long. thank you for all the memories. now, its concert 2012! lets work hard! (((:

the rest of the band:

everyone is what made up the band. working with all of you for HK have been so absolutely fun. (: you all really showed what teamwork is, always there helping one another as a band. you all are the most friendly bunch of people i've knew, always making jokes, teasing Mr Sim, Mr Kan. and because of you people, i didn't regret joining band again and making music. we've all worked so hard for HK as a band, and when we knew we got 92.66% in the winter band festival, all i see was smiles on everyone's faces, the moment of joy people outside SAJCCB will never understand., and all i hear was screams after screams. THIS, is the best moment of the whole HK trip, i have to say. some of us constantly work behind the scenes, and dont get recognize, but they are all doing for the sake of the band. thank you all for the wonderful year, lets try harder for concert next year!

and lastly, Huini <3

thank you hugeloads for being my only friend in band! technically only friend, because when you're not around, i'll have to go home myself, or go toilet myself and stuffs. >< you've been such an awesome friend this year, always being there for me when i quarrel with my friends, or when i'm in such a bad mood for band, you will always cheer me up with your lameness. hahaha. you've always came to me when both of you quarreled ( you-know-who ), and i've been so helpless at times. for that i'm sorry... but i really wish you guys would last long, and be happy if thats what you have wanted all year long. all the food outings after band, will always be remembered... thank you for everything you have done for me though. (: i wrote you a heartfelt letter and yeah thats all i have to say. i love youuuuu <3

so thats all for the people i've met for 2011... reason behind writing it down, is so t

hat i will never forget this in the many years to come. i've just realised i only have a few close friends... my social circle is THAT small, sigh. but these are friends whom i 'll keep forever. (: for the rest, your dedications will come in a few more days.

okay thats all, its Viandra's farewell dinner tmr, because she's leaving for Amsterdam to study next year! so all SAJCCB people are officially having a dinner for her!

its 3 more days to 2012. new year resolution next post! (:

here's a picture of us(SAJCCB) at band fest! (:

LOVE THEM <3

2011-12-14T01:00:00.015+08:00

DAY 1-AIRPORT

DAY 2-AJUDICATION

DAY 4-DISNEYLAND

SAJCCB!!! <3

Room 1623 and 1624!!

PERFORMANCE!

SAJCCB! we look really close! haha because its coldddd~ <3

Hoiki ( roommate) , Huini and Viandra!!

Huini! <3

with Mickey and Minnie after Gala Dinner!

ITS FREAKING COLD I SWEAR.

GALA DINNER! ( sorry the pics not in order ) LOL

FIREWORKS AT SLEEPING BEAUTY CASTLE

it was really gooood!

LION KING SHOW!

with Jianxing! he's like a stick!

omg, i love this pic so much!! with the retarded, lamest person huini! <3

my roommates for HK! they gave me so much memories, thank you so much guys. (:

they were so nice to me when i had cramps... ahh huge thank you!

i wouldnt mind rooming with you guys again!

they wanted to see the height gradient! LOLLLL DAMN BADDDD

CL SECTION '11 ! <3

DAY 3-BAND EXCHANGE, WORKSHOP WITH DR TIM & SHOPPING

in front of this shopping mall, CL SECTION!

with Dr Tim, he's such a jovial person! he makes the atmosphere less awkward!

and he's full of praises for us, thank youuuu. (:

Munsang College Band exchange at their Garden Rooftop!

i love this picture alot alot because of the effects. Huini loves it too. heheee. its her dp and lock screen.

section girls. <3

my lock screeen! look at the sleepy huini hahahahahahahha

the tables are so short and the chairs so mini!

its for the 12 year olds.

oh look i'm in tune! HAHAHA

SAJC and Munsang College Clarinet Section! ((:

i love this too. (:

after dinner while waiting for sightseeing!

wondering what are we doing? we are making duck noises by the streets! HAHAHAHAHHA

DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR.

LOOK AT YVONNE CONDUCTING! HAHAHAH

by the harbour! spot Mr Sim! hahahhaha he look like one of us btw!

they asked me to take picture with Koufeng who is 1.9m, and then Mr Sim joined in and tease me. LOLL.

LASTLY, HUINI AND ME BY THE HARBOUR! (((:

yay finally done, shall sleep now goodnight world. (:

2011-12-14T00:44:00.002+08:00

Since Christmas is round the corner, here's a really nice Christmas song! Listen to it! Its so nice you'll be replaying it once you listen to it!

Its Diamond by SNSD!

Speaking of them, i just went to their 2nd Asia Tour concert held in Singapore on the 9th DEC!

OMG I SWEAR THE CONCERT WAS SOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOODDDD!

before it started, me and Siangying were at our seats, and we busy spazzing about how surreal it felt to be seeing them in real life!

and when Genie, the opening song, started, and we see them, everyone was screaming so loudly, and some were even tearing.

i swear both of us were crying tears of joy, because we can't believe they are right in front of us. ahhhhh. the 3 hours felt so fast!

and before we know, it ended already!

after that, we were talking about the concert and stuffs and how badly we want to see them again. ))))):

my post soshi withdrawals symptoms was really bad.

i watched the fancams over and over again...

the girls are so much prettier in person, esp YOONA omg, she's so flawless.. , really down to earth, and the sweetest idols you can ever meet.

they thank the fans from the bottom of their heart, because they know they can never go this far without them.

they give us fanservice, perform and dance in heels for 3 hours, smile non-stop despite how tired they are, all for the sake of their fans.

the girls are the most amazing people you can ever know of.

i'm so thankful i'm part of that pink ocean in the Indoor Stadium, a part of this wonderful fandom.

thank you girls for the best night of my life, one that i will never forget. (((:

2011-12-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO /WAVESSSS

I'M FINALLY BACKKKK!! (:

it's a miracle i still remember my password to the blog.

i almost thought i would forget because i've been away for the longest time possible.

ahhhh, i actually miss blogging.

gonna promise to update as frequently as i can from now.

soooooo, holidays are finally here for me!

recently i've been to HK with SAJC Concert Band for Winter Band Festival!

what i could remember is this trip really brought the whole band closer.

its the best trip i've gone so far, despite the fatigue that set in before we even started our 3rd day.

but on a bright side, we've managed to clinched a GOLDDDDDD AWARD at the Winter Band Festival with 92.66%!!!!

furthermore, WE WERE TOP IN THE WHOLE FESTIVALLLLL!!! WOOOOO

that was the best part of the trip!!!

we almost came out of the hall crying after we played, because we played so many wrong stuffs, and thought the results was quite bad.

but it turns out all of us did well! YAYYYYY

we really worked very hard, and i guess the result made everything all worthwhile. (':

even Mr Sim knows and can tell that we really did work very hard, and no matter what the results are, it just show us how much we have grown.

other than that, we had a band exchange, workshop with Dr Tim, and a performance at Disneyland, gala dinner at Disneyland!

that was enough to set us all busy for the entire 5 days in HK!

shopping was really minimal, i didnt buy anything much for myself as well.

but its okay, i enjoyed myself so muchhhhh! (:

OH, one thing i dislike abt HK is the weather!

the first 2 days was okay, but on the 3rd day it dropped to 13 degrees.

and at disneyland at night, we were all underdressed, with our windbreaker and t-shirt with jeans.

WE WERE ALL FREEZING, AND SHIVERING ESP WITH THE WIND.

furthermore, we had our gala dinner outdoor.

so the food turn cold the moment we left it on the table for a few minutes.

even the chocolate fondue we took hardened after a few minutes.

that was how cold it was.

so we all went to sought refuge in the banquet hall. LOLLLL.

that night was the 4th night.

by the time we reached the hotel it was 12.30am.

and we still had to bubble wrap our instruments.

so by the time all of us slept it was 3plus going to 4 in the morning, and we had to wake up at 7am.

all of us were zombiefied on the last day. LOL.

slept on the plane back to SG, by the time we touched down it was 12 am.

had to go back to sch, debrief, and by the time i reached home it was 3am.

we were all so tired, exhausted, even Mr Sim and Mr Kan.

but all of us thoroughly enjoyed. (((;

this will be a trip i will never forget, thank you SAJCCB for the greatest memories. <3

i will post the pictures later!

another event that ended yesterday was Junior College Band Festival, JCBF in short!

its an optional event that will last for 4 days!

basically all of us will be separated to 3 different bands, and you play together for 4 days, and we will put up a concert at the end of it!

i was really lucky my band, Berlioz, have the most SAJC people in it!

and all the people inside was really friendly!

first few days was a little weird and awkward...

but during the sectionals on the 3rd day, Berlioz CL section started playing games!

HAHAHAH, it was so fun i swear!

i have never enjoyed sectionals so much before, we were like laughing playing concentration, "Black Magic" and stuffs for the whole 2 hours. ((((:

this really brought our section much closer!

and btw the section only has 5 girls including me, so you know guyssss?? yeah hard to bond.

concert was yesterday at SCH!

i swear we had a blast omgggg!

the backstage waiting time was well-spent and funnnnn!

SAJCCB started playing games together, concentration and suchhhh.

we were laughing so hard, because it was so funny how each of us got eliminated!

then once Holst Band started the concert, we had to cool ourselves down and get ourselves into the concert mood. LOL

during intermission, we had to standby backstage and i tell you, my heart was pumping so badly and my throat WAS SOOOO DRY.

Shasha who is from CJC, and a clarinetist too, had stage fright too.

we were both like so nervous there.

then everyone gave each other encouragement, even the chaperones. (((:

went on stage, played our best and received the loudest applause!

went out and met the SAJC seniors and my girls!

thanks for supporting everybodyyyyy! (((:

all in all, although i was dreading this at the beginning, but i learnt so much and had fun too!

this was a unique experience! and i've made many new friends as well!

really nice people in the berlioz band!

thank you awesome berlioz people for the memories!

keep the passion for music going!

so with these, its half of my holidays gone for solely band.

and back to reality is homework waiting for me. SIGHH.

we still have to study for MSAs that will commence once school starts.

what's holidays for us man. omg.

i had better start doing something productive everyday otherwise i'll look back and regret.

okay thats all!

i'll upload the pics in the next post! (:

see you guys soonnnnnn.

i hope we can still keep in contact for the longest time possible! (:

2011-09-03T01:29:00.003+08:00

VIEW IT! MY NEW FAV SONG AT THE MOMENT! (okay i'm slow :x)

TAEYEON'S VOCALS ARE SO DAMN GOOD, its something you can't miss!

2011-09-03T00:38:00.003+08:00

HI to whoever that is reading this. (:

its teachers day today!

but i did nothing, SERIOUSLY N.O.T.H.I.N.G

all i did was to cut my super long and heavy hair.

i did feel much lighter after that. LOL.

since its 2nd sep, its now "holidays" for us.

there's actually no holidays in JC, its more of a study break. -____-

BECAUSE PROMOS IS IN 24 MORE DAYS.

wth. and yet i'm feeling no sense of urgency.

i think i've got to start studying for my subjects.

if not i will not clear promos, and i will have to be retained which is gonna be hell. -.-

honestly, i'm not doing anything about it too despite knowing.

maybe i should sit down and plan what to do.

instead of studying aimlessly...

what's different from last year and this year, is i'm lacking motivation.

i need motivation from something that happen, or someone to push me to study.

but apparently, things are so different now.

and what's affecting me so much is also my new distraction, snsd. :x

i guess i have to put aside that for now, and focusssss on my studies.

but what i cannot let go is that their comeback is in october and their schedules are so packed this few months!!

can't bear to miss all of it.

hmm, maybe i have to sacrifice a little. just A LITTLE. :/

on another note,

caught up with so many of those i missed recently. (:

but i still have yet to talk to many of them. hmm.

SY, May, Jesmond and gang, and maybe Zoey ( although i met her a few weeks back )

meet up soon people!

okay thats all, i shall sleep now. soooo tired.

goodnight whoever that is reading!

2011-08-04T21:41:00.003+08:00

hi there again. who's reading my blog anyway, its so dead.

i'm gonna delete it soon.

but i can't bear to remove all my posts which has all my memories for the past few years.

maybe i will close it for myself to read it as and when i feel like doing it.

hmmm. back to school.

school has been hectic, so so busy i can barely breathe and find time to lead my own social life.

Common Tests ended in week 1, and MSAs are beginning this week till next week.

and i almost didn't clear my CTs, because it was so horribly done.

argh, i swear i was so depressed after i got my results.

that made me even more determined to work harder for MSAs and Promos in 51 days from now.

and its just school, cca, homework, sleep and back to school again for 6 days.

i can't even find time to meet up with those whom i have missed for weeks.

and my health isn't giving me any chance either, i was on the verge of falling sick everytime i overwork myself.

sigh, when can this stop?

i'm pretty surprised i have managed to survive 7 months in JC in 1 piece.

the following year is gonna be even worst, i guess.

i would gladly lead my sec4 life once more, instead of what i'm having now.

i have no idea why i'm getting so pessimistic these days, perhaps i'm influenced by Tressa. LOL.

but the girls have made me laugh so much in school, or during breaks. lovelove.

it's always so fun with them, because we laugh about anything and everything. (:

thanks girls: Finn, Yiklam, Sabrina and Tressa!

and btw, as i was talking to Jesmond just now, it kinda brought me back to days in Damaiwindz and the people there.

i can't help but say i do miss all of them there, my section, MW, my friends.

life back there was so fun, enjoyable, and everything.

sighh... this is getting so sad, okay no negative thoughts, only positive ones.

and i have found time today to update my blog because i feel like blogging!

just feel like ranting to somewhere....

this post doesn't make sense to me too, but i can't organize my thoughts, so yeah.

biology mock spa tmr, so byebye "ghosts" , see you soon!

2011-07-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

its been such a long hiatus!

back 2 days before Term 3 officially starts.

Common Tests just ended for all J1s.

and i swear it was HORRIBLE. i couldn't finish any papers and i have so many questions i'm absolutely clueless about.

those who're gonna say i'm gonna do well this time round, i'm very sure i won't.

i'm so depressed after day 1 of chem paper, because its so so so difficult.

this is the first time i couldn't finish any papers.

and the feeling of not knowing how to do totally sucks. but whatever, its over.

couldn't be bothered to be affected by the papers though.

went out with Sabrina, Finn, Tressa and Yiklam for goood foooodd!

awesome day with them. (:

had so much fun laughing at Just Acia over guys, and playing games!

went to Esplanade rooftop to camwhore after that!

ahhh. i had so much fun man.

love the girls <3 !

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

(rest of the pictures on fb!)

on friday which is yesterday, i had banddd practice for 3 hours.

super dumb but yes. LOL

and after that met up with dearest WAIYI! (:

haven't met her for like eons.

upon seeing each other, first thing we did was to huggg. awwww.

and we started talking about our stories!

had dinner with her, and went to ECP to capture some nice shots.

but to no avail, the lighting didn't help us at all.

sooo all the pictures was so ugly!

sat at the bus stop and had a h2h talk with her.

almost talk till i cry, but its okay.

with her i can do anything. haha. (:

meet up soon alrighhhttt waiyiii love youuu! (:

term 3 is beginning in 2 more days.

its gonna be a horrible term as we're preparing for PW, Chinese Alevels AND PROMOS.

soon it will be sleepless nights, rushing of homework all again.

soo see you guys till then! (:

2011-06-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

school has been so busy for me even till now. -.-

holidays has started, but it's definitely not a holiday to us because we got to start mugging for common test = mid years after the holidays.

this whole week its lesson as usual, with some lessons ending at about 5pm.

however, we've got freaking long breaks in between.

so much so that we could go and have lunch or breakfast and come back to school on time. LOL.

we had mac brekkie on thursday and it was our usual chill session. (:

on tuesday was tze char as lunch with the usual clique, Finn, Tressa, Sabrina and Yiklam!

school life has been so fun with them, because we can simply laugh at the slightest thing. hahaha!

and once we start laughing, we can't stop. LOL.

i think we're the ones with LIFE in class, and the ones making the most noise during lessons.

i love them all, and we're going out for picnic in juneeee! can't wait. :D

for the past 4 days ( wed, thur, fri, sat ), had band camp!

initially, i thought it will be more of a leisure camp which is different from march's camp.

but soon came to realize that its a intensive training camp.

these 4 days has been so enriching.

although by day 1, i was already terribly sleep deprived.

imagine waking up at 7 plus for school, band after school till 9pm.

AND the cycle repeats itself for 4 days.

yesterday was quite bad, because we were already all tired, and yet we had to attend a concert as part of the camp.

by the time the SAF concert ended, it was 10pm.

however, the SAF concert was reallllyyyyy good. so WOW at how they played.

wish i could be like them though...

today was the last day, and we had a feast to mark the end of band camp!

had buffet style dinner and gamesssss!

got chosen to play the 3 legged race, and was kinda reluctant at first.

but after much persuasion from MALON and gang, decided to go. LOL

partnered with Syafiq and we had to tie our shoelaces together and pass through the obstacles to reach the finishing line.

Syafiq was laughing so hard during the whole thing and his laughter was so contagious!

couldn't stop laughing after that.

and we managed to come in first!! HAHAHA.

itssss so funnnn!

all in all, despite the fatigue, we had fun teasing Mr Sim during rehearsals, sidereading those insane pieces, crapping with Huini, and games!

the band has improved so much since the 1st day and the section as well.

thanks to our clarinet tutor. (:

even Mr Sim noticed it and commended us for it. hehe.

but there's still 1 more year to go!

and we're working hard for our concert next year and overseas trip!

hopefully we'll be able to perform soon.

now, i think i'm falling sick as i'm starting to feel my throat getting a little sore.

and my body is aching VERY BADLY.

WHO SAYS BAND DOESN'T REQUIRE ENERGY SHOULD TRY PLAYING FOR 4 CONSECUTIVE DAYS.

got to recover on my sleep, and start to get down to studying.

i will post the video of the games next time!

will probably be on a hiatus till exams are over.

so goodnight people! (:

2011-05-15T21:05:00.011+08:00

TOWN with dearest Zoey on 7th May!

had absolute fun just walking around, and catching up with her. she's the best friend i can ask for. she will listen to my rants about school, personal life, band or anything under the sun. everytime after i tell her, i will feel miraculously better. i hope our friendship will stay strong as ever.

I LOVE THIS!

OG 23 outing on 6th May!! (:

Dinner @ Bedok 85 Market!

toured the museum as an unplanned stopover! hahaha

OG 23 at Cathay!

HAHAHAHAH! MINQI IS HILARIOUS. she was imitating Calvin btw. haha!

Waiting for Astons!

okay, this is supposed to be on top, but i'm too lazy to reorganize it. LOL

Waimin and I! love

SCIENCE CENTRE WORKSHOP 7TH MAY

thats the amt of water i have inside my body!!

Yiklam and i! hahahaha

in labcoat!

DINNER AT KFC ON MAY 13TH WITH AMANDA/MANDY!

she forced me to upload this! omgsxz unglam ttm. -.-

thats Amanda my dearest section mate!!! she rocks. i love her. :D

SO THATS WHAT HAPPENED RECENTLY.

lots of stuffs happened. and these are the major ones.

life has been the same these days.

not much stuffs.

Common Tests aka Mid Years will start next week!

guess i have to study hard for it, if not my results will be as shitty as MSA. -.-

and my june holidays will not be a holiday but a study break.

there goes all my fun.

sian. AND irritating PW will take up most of my june hols.

so yes.

okay thats all for now. see you guys soon. byebye! (:

2011-04-17T16:46:00.002+08:00

just spent my whole morning and afternoon doing my PI for PW.

and i'm finally done with it.

did i say i think PW is the most annoying and redundant subject ever?

its all about redo-ing, and editing again and AGAIN to satisfy the teacher.

annoying ttm.

for the past 3 days i was down with some type of food poisoning. LOL

Friday morning, woke up to vomit.

and then i could feel sharp pain in my intestinal area which is gastric.

afterwards, i couldnt stand it, so i just lay in bed.

mum advised me not to go to school, so i slept in for the whole day.

woke up occasionally to have my meals, and it was back to bed for me.

slept till Saturday morning, when mum brought me to the doctor!

felt much better on saturday.

started doing my homework and stuffs.

so yeah. i dont wanna be sick anymore! it actually sucks to be sick. argh.

and we've checked our MSA rank points!

in total i'm ranked 3rd in class with 58 rank points.

its quite lousy i would say.

but i didn't study that hard, and i expected myself to do worse.

so its still a good job to me. (:

school tmr! and i can't wait for Tuesday for Damai's Speech Day! (:

was invited there because of my results!

miss Damai very much, the teachers and the people.

hopefully i can catch up with them real soon!

2011-04-17T16:33:00.002+08:00

OG 23 outing after Student Council Commendation! (:

btw we had lunch at a Jap restaurant at Marina Square!

had so much fun! love them!

dearest Minqi and me! (:

2011-04-17T16:25:00.002+08:00

SAJCCB's 1st Concert of 2011!

pretty Huini!

taken in our very own dressing room, when everyone is giving Clarissa the WTH face! LOL

SAJC Clarinet Section '11!

after concert in school!

SAJC Clarinet Section '11 ! (:

more pictures up on fb, on Huini's profile!

2011-04-12T19:20:00.003+08:00

DAMAI! thank you you guys for supporting! (:

btw i look super tired and screwed here! so yes -___-

and the Jerry is cute right? :D

hi all!

was away on a hiatus, due to my super busy schedules!

just ended a long and busy week in preparation for concert last Sunday!

band concert was a blast! (:

it was my first ever concert, and the feeling is really good.

we reached school at 8.15am, warm up, and left school about 9.40am.

reached Yong Siew Toh at 10 plus am, to settle down, put our stuffs in our dressing room and stuffs! (:

Clarinets had an entire room to ourselves! super cool. (:

had so much fun, sitting on the chairs, taking pictures against the mirror as a section!

left for a short soundcheck.

then it was lunch!

after lunch was the start of rehearsal!

time passed really quickly, so quickly that it was already 4 plus after we are done with rehearsal.

went back to change, and Huini, myself and Yuhui changed in the dressing room! hahaha

Jiajun had to guard the door for us. LOL.

then Vera plaited my hair, while Yvonne helped the girls in our plait our hair!

was rushing like mad, because we were pretty late!

then rushed down backstage to prepare ourselves.

motivational speech before concert!

then concert started! (:

i was super nervous before i came on stage. omgggoshhh.

but i guess i really enjoyed myself!

thank you all those who came and supported me! (:

thanks for all the gifts as well!

packed up, waited for the bus and reached school at about 10pm.

was so tired, i reached home at 11pm, bathe and slept!

skipped school yesterday because i was really tired and i wanted to support Damaiwindz in SYF!

reached pretty early with the rest of the ex damaians to support the band!

they played pretty well, i would say!

but the rest of the bands on that day played even better than them which gave them additional pressure!

nonetheless, good job damaiwindz! (:

had brekkie with the DR people, good old times! miss them quite abit. :x

came back home to sleep in, before i wake up.

was deciding whether to go for the results or not.

in the end decided to go!

so went there with Zoey!

was so nervous for them... omg. and then they said "Damai Secondary School.... SILVERRR!"

then we clapped, screamed and cried tears of joy. haha!

what a relieve.

after that, some cried and stuffs.

talked to the members for quite long before heading home!

keep up the band spirit people.

you guys have tried your best, and i believe you guys are the best band to me.

take the memories with you guys, and dont regret.

i love you all the awesome people from Damaiwindz! love.

honestly miss the times back then in Damai band. sigh.

treasure it okay people!

tmr's student council commendation! so we've got to go to St Andrew's Cathedral as witness or something.

so tmr shall be a good day!

till i see you again, i will update with pictures, goodbye! (:

2011-04-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

hellooo people!

so sorry for the lack of updates. i have been really busy, and i have hardly any time after i reached home to use the net.

school has been kinda bad towards me.

finally MSAs are over.

and i'm so sure i'm gonna fail majority of them. STRAIGHT U'S for sure.

Biology was hell, i couldn't finish the paper, and i scribbled answers not relevant to the question.

Chemistry was SUPERRR EXTRA difficult. some of the J1s came out of the cc crying, its that bad.

i didn't finish the paper, and i couldn't do some. so yes, another U.

GP was a U for me, because i failed my essay.

these 3 is enough to kill me.

and in SA, when you fail, the teachers will be busy calling up parents regarding the results.

apart from that, have been working real hard for the upcoming concert this coming Sunday!

i'm really excited as its my first ever concert, and the last concert for the J2s.

really hope to enjoy it despite the busy week ahead which will be filled with practice every single day till Sunday.

for those going, see you guys there on Sunday!

went out with mom today and finally got my lacoste shoes! yay. (:

new school shoes for me!

and i finished PI for PW! so glad.

now, i have to sleep early for a long week ahead.

goodnight! see you guys soon!

2011-03-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

helloo everybody!

i'm finally back again.

this holidays are not like holidays to me, partly because of how fast it passed, and the fact that my schedule was so packed, i have to forgo going out.

and the reason i can't go out, was because i have to finish all my undone homework and study for the upcoming MSA ( Milestone Assesment)

btw MSA is a nicer way of saying Common Test in SA.

it contributes nearly 10% to our promos, and so if i dont study, i'm so prepared to flung it.

so here's what happened this week:

Tuesday:

went back to school for Econs lecture and tutorial.

by the time i ended, i was so tired from camp a day ago, i decided not to study with Liting.

and honestly, i kinda miss home and my mum so much during the 4 days.

so i decided to meet my mum at parkway for some shopping. (:

but the only reason why my mum goes to parkway: GIANT. LOL

she goes there with her main reason. hahaha, typical aunty right!

bought some new clothes, and met Jolyn outside Marks & Spencer!

asked her how is she working there, and stuffs! kinda miss the people from M&S, minus all the bad stuffs. LOL

so by the time i'm home it was 5 plus.

didn't do any work.

Wednesday:

stay home wednesday to study and complete my work!

given my laziness, i woke up at close to 1pm, and started doing my work about 3pm. LOL

Thursday:

Band practice for J1s only because it's protected time for J2s due to their block tests next week.

the rainy morning harbored thoughts of skipping band practice. LOL

but i dragged myself out of bed, and left home.

was so tired, and i when i reached the band room, there was only so little people.

set up instruments, and went out for sectionals.

without the J2s, the section is really small.

warm ups, and started on First Suite.

when we wanted to start, Hui Yi came and say we are supposed to return back to band room!

all of us was wondering what happened.

and when we reached, band practice was cancelled because its supposed to be protected time for J1s due to our MSAs!

packed up, and debrief about what happened!

after that, we had batch bonding session.

and know what we did.... WE TOLD GHOST STORIES. LOL!

we closed the curtains, off the lights, and surrounded someone who will say ghost stories.

Damien talked about SAS's band room, while Kenneth talked about TKSS.

it was super entertaining and scary in a way. LOL.

but we had so much fun!

suddenly Mr Kan came in, and we all were shocked!

left the band store, and decided to have some section lunch at Macdonalds.

was reluctant to eat Macdonalds because i haven't eaten it for 6 months??

super long, but yes, say no to "unhealthy fast food".

talked, and bonded with them.

actually, they are really nice and friendly people. (:

went to meet Liting at PP library after that!

did my math, chemistry before studying biology!

felt so satisfied after i left the library.

had dinner with her, and caught up with our stuffs!

can you believe it, we're in the same school yet we haven't got the time to meet up!

i'm neglecting my social life. big big sigh.

came home, and realized mummy has gone Malaysia for work again. ):

(i'm missing her so much :x)

Friday:

with no one to wake me up, i slept till 1pm!

and i woke up to find out that i'm almost late for my dental!

quickly took a bath, and rushed out.

i was too late, so i cab there.

after dental, i had rubber bands in my mouth which is SUPERRRR painful.

thats the price to pay for beauty. -.-

rushed to meet Tiffany, Asyiqin and Aqilah at Vivocity!

they were really nice to wait for me and stuffs. :D

haven't seen them for a long time, so when i saw them, gave them a huggg!

missss my classmates so much!

we shopped for a while, before watching "I am Number Four"

the movie was realllly gooood! (:

the guy is just hotttt! and the Dianna Argon looked so pretty in the show!

by the time it ended, went outside, to enjoy the breeze and camwhore! (:

had so much funn!

i miss days like these when you just sit back and relax.

but i know days like these are gone, and will not be back till the end of this year perhaps

or until Alevels is over.

i need social life, and JC is controlling my life so much i hardly can breathe.

sigh.

soooo, today was another stay home saturday!

since mummy is not at home, i had to do household chores like for the first time. :x

haven't been so guai for a long time. LOL.

cooked my own lunch and had such a rewarding meal before i started on my work.

finished lots of stuffs, like studying demand and supply for Econs, and finishing GP homework.

tomorrow i shall finished studying biology and Econs, hopefully!

and i just had a major quarrel with my brother.

its killing me inside, and i almost succumbed to my tears.

i never knew a small action could bring such a reaction to it.

never in my life, have i seen him that angry before.

and i know this will never be something thats so easy to forget for both parties.

those hurtful words i wish to forget but i can't.

if saying sorry helps, i'm so sorry for being such a nuisance.

2011 haven't been a good year for me, with all the quarrels, problems i faced.

sigh. maybe if i had chosen a poly route, wouldn't life be easier?

in need of a long break, but with only 1 day left before school starts again, i can hardly breathe.

sigh, life sucks isn't it.

goodnight everyone.

i wish i wasn't alone in this.

2011-03-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOO!

apologize sincerely for the lack of updates!

i have been so busy with school life, and CCA, that left me no time to use the net.

just ended band camp yesterday night.

it was a 4 day 3 night camp from Friday, after school.

through this camp, i really learnt lots of new stuffs from Mr Sim.

some stuffs contradict what was taught in Damai, while some was new to me.

in addition, this camp trained my stamina and endurance because we played from morning till 11pm at night.

our lips were all dying by the 2nd day.

nonetheless i enjoyed myself alot despite the tough training. (:

bonded quite a bit with the seniors!

okay wouldn't elaborate much on the camp!

the overdue pictures will be up soon! (:

will elaborate more on my life soon!

but before i go, SAJC will be having a band concert at NUS Yong Siew Toh Conservatory on 10th April, 5.30pm!

Tickets are at $16! ( i know its expensive, but too bad!! ) LOL.

and we'll be playing songs like First Suite in Eb and Lord of the Ring!

Come down and support meeee! THANKSXZ YOU! :D

goodnight! (:

2011-03-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

i'm so sorry for the lack of updates!

have been so busy with my life, i hardly have any time to use the net.

i reach home everyday, eat, do my homework, sleep and start school the next day.

its just the same routine for the whole week until weekends.

so can you imagine my life!

but its been rather fun with classmates, and other stuffs!

laughed so much during tutorials, and lectures. LOL!

and i just realized my class love teasing our teachers! tell me who doesn't. haha!

for eg: our chem tutor can't pronounce properly, she always end with a "t" at the back! so we created this song: "oops(t), she did it again(t)" hahahahahahha! and when she always pronounce wrongly, all the girls will break into that song! HAHAHA. LOL.

its been hell lot of fun with them. :D

btw just had elections last friday, which was a day ago.

leading up to elections was campaigning!

campaigning was fun, super duper fun!

first and last time experiencing it.

what i did was to draw on my hands arm "vote for Yilin!" during cross country!

and my classmates supported me all the way! (:

thank you so much people! you guys rock. hehe.

after cross country, went for OG outing!

another super fun time.

OG 23 is the most awesome OG EVERRRR!

we ate at HK cafe, then we had ice cream at swensens!

got lots of pictures, and i will upload them tmr! (:

and i've recently caught up with WAIYI on Friday!

missed her so much, and we talked ALOTTT.

talked for 4 hours, just sitting there talking about our life now, and how much we missed Damai and each other. hahaha.

sound super sick here, but seriously we do miss each other alot!

so glad i could tell her almost anything and everything and the same for her. (:

will probably meet her after a few months, so all the best okkay girl!

hope JC life will be treating you better, and i misss you. loveeee.

okay just finished my math tutorial, i'm so tired.

goodnight everyone!

have to finish up all my work and study MSAs tmr!

see ya! :D pictures tmr!

2011-03-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

helloooo! so sorry for the long absence.

life in JC has been really hectic, and really draining.

i always reached home at night, and will always use the remaining time to finish up all my tutorials, or read the lecture notes!

either that, or i have to study for the upcoming CAs, MSAs!

like everyone say, JC is really no life.

you study every single day.

for example, today's biology test was horrible btw. i dont even think i will pass the test because i didn't study hard enough! BIG BIG SIGH. whatever it is, let bygones be bygones!

but in school, we have lots of fun! haha.

like laughing at teachers during lessons, making fun of everything with Sabrina Koh and Finn Goh! hahahaha.

we can be laughing non-stop lesson after lesson!

thats how laugh-able the joke is. hahahaha!

i love 11S13 so muchhh! :D

we're so bonded in small little ways, and we have even thought of making a class t-shirt!

haha they rock so much!

another update is that, i have survived the selection camp of Student Council and i'm campaigning for elections this coming Friday!!! (:

the selection camp was really tough, and it did push me to my limits.

almost gave up, but i psycho-ed myself to persevere and finish this camp.

and who knows? i did it! (:

felt so satisfied after the camp.

now, all the successful nominees are campaigning for elections on Friday!

and my class is really supportive by allowing me to draw on their hand tmr! hahaha!

campaigning is super fun i swear!

its the boldest and craziest thing i've ever done!

if we dont do it, we will lose out.

thats how people in JC act. (:

so get those in SAJC to vote for me thank you! :D

btw thank you Sabrina Koh for helping me publicize on the SAJC fb! thank you sooooo much! :D

life in SAJC has been treating me good, and i'm loving the place.

despite everything i have said, i do miss my friends back in Damai. ):

i miss so many people, i wish i can meet them up like now.

can't possibly name every single person, but yes i do miss them.

luckily i'm meeting Waiyi this friday! can't wait to hear from her.

more importantly, i miss playing in Damaiwindz. ):

miss all the super nice people, Mr Wong, my section, crazy juniors and stuffs.

doubt i'm gonna continue playing anymore if i'm inside SC.

but i will definitely continue in uni!

i sincerely hope they do their best for SYF this year!

okay long post today. having cross-country tmr at ECP!

doubt i will be running with all the sports people in my school. :x

so thats all, goodnight people! (:

see you soon!

2011-02-20T17:17:00.002+08:00

11S13! they rock so much. (:

hi people! finally got the time to update.

Student Council interview wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.

i was asked to do stuffs that really tested my capabilities, like coming up with a proposal in 5mins, do a skit in 2min, and cheer from outside the classroom so loud that they can hear inside the classroom.

i swear i cheered so damn loud, my OG friends in the canteen can hear me! hahaha

after the whole thing, my throat was dying on me. omg.

anyway, it was okay, i just hope i get through the selection camp.

on a side note, i would like to thank my OG friends who stayed behind till 7 plus to help us with the interview! i appreciate it deeply. and i love you guys so much. :D

went for dinner after that with my OG and Irwin.
talked till 10 plus, before left for home.

on my way home, i saw my brother holding his gf's waist! hahahaha.

past few months, he has been denying when being questioned.

and i'm sure he can't deny it now! LOL

he invited her home for steamboat dinner!

and my brother introduced her to my parents, but not as gf. awwww!

i think my sis and i are potential stalkers.

we stalked her gf on fb! haha, i feel kinda bad though. hehe.

yesterday was awesome day with great company.

it has been so long since i've done something like this. (:

today was just a stay-at-home sunday to complete my tons of homework!

finished 2 essays, one GP, and another econs; completed Chinese homework after eons of not doing or reading it, and tried to complete Chem tutorial but fail.

i think i must chiong by Chem tutorial tmr and tuesday before tutorials start on wednesday!

lots of homework starting to pile up, and i'm starting to get a little lazy to read my biology notes. whoops.

Jc life has been good of late!

hope this continues.

okay, time for some chilling session on the net before dinner!

goodbye!

PS: missing my friends: Zoey, Waiyi, Jasmine, Fatin and many more! ):

2011-02-17T18:26:00.002+08:00

OG 23's polaroids!!! we still keep in contact despite being in diff classes, we're too close. hehe!

i love OG 23!

hello everyone! finally got the time to post.

have been reaching home at 8 plus on certain days due to band, and some other days reaching home around evening.

certainly, life in JC hasn't been easy.

i reached home everyday trying to do all the tutorials of different subjects, reading of the lecture notes again because i dont understand.

by the time i finish everything, i'm drained.

and then its another brand new day in school.

however, the timetable i have now is more flexible with up to 5 hours break sometimes. LOL.

thats the nice part of being in JC! (:

yesterday, we reported to school at 7.40, and had no lessons till 1pm.

in the end, my class ended playing games around the school to kill time before we went for lecture.

played so many games it was so fun.

then went to the student lounge to play boom boom chucky chucky!

by the way, SA's Student Lounge has Wii, Guitar Hero and lots lots of games you can loan.

and its far more happening than Damai's. LOL.

lots of people will be at the lounge during their breaks to kill time.

back on track, it was so fun. (:

11S13 rock!

took polaroids as a class, and its with Bernice! (:

lots of stuffs happened this week, but i can't remember.

this morning was the science challenge, whereby each class has to build a rocket which can fly the furthest!

apparently, our class didn't won, because some of the classes got their rockets to flew up to 30 plus metres.

ours was 10+ metres!

nonetheless, well done! (:

tomorrow's SC interview, and i've heard from lots of people saying its really tough.

one of the thing i heard was, you are given 5 mins to find 8 people, to do something together.

its like totally omg right?

but i can't prepare much either.

i will rather let nature take its course.

so i hope i will do well, keeping fingers crossed.

shall update more about it tmr.

goodbye! and stay tunee! (:

2011-02-13T22:23:00.003+08:00

I HATE MY INTERNET.

I CAN'T ACCESS TWITTER FOR THE PAST FEW HOURS.

irritated.

okay chill

anyway so sorry for the lack of updates.

but nobody's reading so yeah, i'm apologizing to nobody. LOL

school has been busy for me.

reaching home at 6pm almost everyday could kill me.

and lectures has finally started after knowing our class.

to be honest, i'm already struggling to understand what was taught during lectures.

the chem lecturer is going at such a pace, i dont even have time to process the thoughts in my mind.

Bio was worst, because i couldn't understand a single thing.

sigh, because of all these, i'm regretting going to a JC.

it's gonna be a horrible year ahead, i believe.

not only juggling my homework, but my CCA as well.

there's SA band tmr, and i hope it all turns out to be good.

i know there's lots of zai people there, but whatever it is, i'm not gonna look down on myself.

and i pray for people to be nicer. thanksssss.

finally done with a short post! stay tune next week!

PS: my twitter still can't be accessed. i hate you twitter.

okay bye people! goodnight. (:

2011-02-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

sorry, post orientation blues. LOL.

here's some more pictures from orientation and CNY!

CNY @ SA! btw we were preparing to "Lou Hei" as an OG!

Lunch with some of my OG mates after CNY at Madjack! awesome time. (:

Lastly, OG 23!

i love this picture most. (:

we looked too happy and bonded, but we really are. haha

okay time to move on to school life, enough of orientation.

thats all, doing some volunteer work tmr.

goodnight everyone!

2011-02-05T16:22:00.002+08:00

hi again!

CNY this year wasn't as hyped up as last year's.

probably because i was so very tired even till the 3rd day of CNY which spoils my mood for visitation.

today didn't do any visiting at all, because my dad has already started working.

so just stayed at home all day, catching up on my sleep.

now i'm like so bored, because i'm sick of doing the same old thing on the internet.

sigh, life's getting stagnant.

school start please. at least i've got something to do.

although i know i might regret saying this in a few more months, for now, i just want it to start!

anyway should i join Student Council or Band huh.

i was far too inspired by the OGLs from the orientation, and too blown away by the band during their CNY performance.

hearing them play, reminds me of the times in Damaiwindz, and how much i still want and love to play music. ( i miss Damaiwindz so so much ): )

on the other hand, i want to try something new, like Student Council.

but my OGL has warned about the hassle of getting in, its not as easy as in Secondary School.

sigh, so what should i do huh?

and at this point, i remembered a promise i made to someone.

and i know if i'm gonna break my promise, that someone will be so disappointed in me.

so hoooowww. band or student council?

i still have another few more days to decide.

hopefully, i could come to a decision in another few more days.

anyway, i'm missing lots of people now. sighhh.

Zoey, Waiyi, my tablemates 2010: Asyiqin; Fatin; Weishan, Tiffany, people of DW, classmates and many many moreeee.

i need to catch up with them soon!

thank god i'm meeting Zoey tmr, i miss her so muchhhh! ):

okay thats all. there's finally people at my house after so long.

goodbye!

PS: school start faster pleasewxz. i want the uniform. (:

2011-02-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

AWESOME OG 23! loveeee.

taken on the 3rd day when amazing race was cancelled. tsk.

Linus doing push-ups! haha.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, post finale picture! OG 23 was amazing. (:

but the OGL, Irwin is even more amazing.

i love OG 23. (:

(credits: Alyana and the Photographic Society of SAJC. )

i've got more pictures but too lazy to upload it!

so thats all you have it!

school's officially starting on monday, so i hope for the best.

goodnight! long day ahead tmr, as i will be visiting many many places.

so byebye!

2011-02-03T18:28:00.004+08:00

aftermath of the water bomb game. LOL

one of the water games we had to play! LOL

preparing to cheer!

Liling and Venice! (:

all the OGLs of Nemexyz! the one on the extreme right is Venice!

she's super funny and nice. (:

Picture of Venice, Nemexyz Clan Master! she's damn funny and cute. (:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/headshotzx/5390790312/

more pictures of my OG to come! (: stay tune!

2011-02-03T17:59:00.002+08:00

now back to CNY... (:

yesterday was the eve of CNY.

SA had some kind of celebration for us, JC1s.

but i swear it was kinda boring in the first half.

its just all the performing arts CCA performing for us, thats all.

that was when i missed orientation so much, the cheering, games and everything.

after the CNY celebration, went for lunch at NEX with some of my OG mates!

had Madjack for lunch.

awesome time with them. (:

headed home because i was so damn tired from the finale.

crashed onto bed, and woke up at 6pm. haha

woke up just in time for reunion dinner at grandma's house!

after almost everyone reached, reunion dinner started.

it was a blast!!

imagine almost 30 people coming together. haha

awesome man.

ended at about 12am! haha.

went home, bathe, and fell dead asleep.

this morning, left the house pretty late due to my brother still in bed. TSK.

headed to pray my grandfather, before heading to the usual place for some poker. (:

went to my grandma sister's place, where all my cousins, uncles and aunties will be there as well.

after our lunch, started poker!

it was so damn fun with all my uncles making jokes over the cards. LOL

played bingo afterwards!

and i woonnnn moneyyy! wooo!

as usual, everyone made their way to my grandma brother's house after that.

ate the goodies again.

i think by the end of CNY, i will have gained extra 5 kg. damn it.

we were all so glued to the tv, that we are not reluctant to leave. LOL

said our goodbyes first while the rest stayed on to watch.

instead of going home, my parents wanted to go to the temple.

so went there, prayed and came home.

now, everyone's dead asleep in my family except me. hehe.

pictures of CNY will be up soon once i got it from my cousin. (:

shall post the orientation pictures up later. goodbyeeee!

see you tmr. :D

2011-02-03T01:36:00.001+08:00

okay hi everyone! finally back in action.

have been really busy everyday hence the non-frequent posts.

officially ended SAJC Orientation 2011 yesterday!

it has been a blast. (:

4th day, which is the last day was really good.

had so much fun and games in the morning, and then during the evening was Finale!

cheered my hearts out, like how everyone did.

although we didn't win the cheering competition, but we, the Nemexyz clan, did win the best in games!

after finale, was debrief.

in fact, i always hate departures alot because i will always end up in tears.

this time round, i almost broke into tears when my OGL, Irwin, started his speech.

4 days always seem so long, but its actually so short.

throughout these 4 days, i have enjoyed myself so much with everyone around me. (:

we bonded, talked about lame stuffs, teased Irwin, played captain's ball and laughed so much at times.

despite the short period of time being together, we've worked well together as an OG.

and i'm so glad i met you guys, the OG that has the longest comment thread in the group. (:

thank you all for the memories!

some pictures of the 4 days will be posted up later!

see you guys!

2011-01-30T00:33:00.001+08:00

okay my OG mates are spamming the whole OG group on fb. hahaha!

totally random and funny. LOL

thats all i wanna say. because i've got nothing interesting to post on my blog.

maybe pictures soon of my OG!

looking forward to mondayyyy, amazing raceee!

goodnight!

2011-01-28T20:25:00.002+08:00

hellooo!

2nd day of orientation was very fun. ((((:

everyone started to open up today, so we are so much closer now.

reported at the cc, and then had the boring subject talks.

i could seriously fall asleep.

after that was subject consultation.

but the girls in my OG didn't have any questions to ask. LOL

so we walked to the lecture theatre where we are supposed to be for our next activity.

put down our bags, and went outside the benches to talk.

ghost stories, talked about random stuffs!

and we clarify our doubts about our names, cause most of us couldn't remember all the names.

just as we were done, went back to the lt for our clan gathering!

love this activity so much. haha

learnt 2 new cheers and started cheering like crazy!

swear Venice, the clan master is freaking funny! LOL!

Venice: We, as the Nemexyz, are very proud and arrogant people. Dont ask me why. We are teaching you all NOT TO LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE, BUT TO LOOK UP ON OURSELF.

the whole clan started laughing! hahahahaha.

moved back to the CC for singing of songs like the college song, hymm and etc.

that moment was really heart-warming.

everybody link their arms together and swayed while singing, regardless of whether you know each other.

the scene was so beautiful. (:

the OGLs taught us the SA's cheers as well.

woah, super alot of cheers.

and it sounds really nice too. (:

could you believe we did all of these before 12pm? haha

so many things!

and time seriously flies.

moved to the hall for mass dance!

omg, super fun man! hahaha.

after mass dance was lunch.

the whole group was like talking to each other. lol

that was when Irwin left us abandoned in the canteen, not knowing where to go.

Shawn called Irwin and we went up to the CC for a skit by the clan masters.

anyway i dont bother to elaborate what happened because its quite confusing.

everyone started to scream when their own clan master came out!

totally enthu man.

following that was stage games whereby we played charades!

I SWEAR IT WAS SO FREAKING FUNNY! HAHAHAHA

the msg pass so wrong that it looks funny. hahaha

whole CC was like bursting into laughters and cheers now and then. we are high people. LOL

water games after that!

but they had to delay it because it was still raining.

so our group went to the foyer and played double wacko.

hilarious to the max as well looking at their expressions! hahaha

girls was like screaming! hahah

to further kill time, went to the gallery and gathered as clan to do cheers. (:

the rain has finally subsided and we continued with our water games!

first station was where we had to slide on the bench, and play scissors paper stone with the other group.

the loser will get poured water. haha

and each team have to try to slide till the other's team side.

we (OG 23) won the first round, and OG 4 won the second round. (:

we moved on to the 2nd game where we had to fill the plastic bags with water to make water bombs and transport it to another bucket in 10mins.

but the only difficulty was we cannot transport it with our hands.

so our group starting creating weird ways of carrying such as using our t-shirts.

after that the OGLs said we are not allowed.

so we bite the loop. HAHAHA!

hilarious man.

after that, the war began!

finished playing the game and we moved on to our last game!

we had to soak our hairs in the bucket full of foam and move to the other bucket to empty the foam.

the one with most foam within a limited time will win this game!

and so the game starts!

it was super fun! hahah

the girls helped the guys to sweep the foam into the bucket and the guys helped the girls to sweep the foam!

super sweet of them. (:

and we won the game eventually! hahaha

ran backed to the gallery since everyone was waiting for us.

and had a clan master skit again before they ended the day.

changed, met Irwin our OGL for debrief and orientation package before we left.

AND SO, this is the end of day 2.

it kinda make me love the school more.

i can't wait for amazing race on Monday which is out of school!!

yay. life in JC is awesome, so far. (:

in SAJC, you can see all the super high people everywhere. haha.

okay thats all, long post huh!

really tired now, goodnight everyone!

update on monday, toodles. (:

2011-01-27T21:23:00.002+08:00

back from a long day.

1st day of orientation camp was good. (:

ice breaker games, mass dance and station games and skits by the clan leaders was the main events.

and on top of that, cheered so loudly like how we do for every camp.

so now, i'm on the verge of losing my voice but its okay.

haha. because everyone's screaming their lungs out. LOL!

the OGLs was super nice, sociable and funny.

they kinda inspired me to join student council instead of band now. :x

and our clan leader, by the name of Venice, is the smallest among all the clan leaders!

haha, she's way too funny and nice. (:

you know what, i'm starting to love JC life with just 1 day of orientation.

totally nuts to say it. LOL

okay going to bed now. super tired. another 7am-6pm day tmr.

goodnight everyone. (:

2011-01-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.

JAE posting result today at 7.02am. LOL

it didn't woke me up like how it did to everyone else.

partly because i was still sound asleep. haha

so, like i expected i got into SAJC.

should i be happy or what.

sigh. but i'm not because it means i'm starting school tmr!

there goes my beauty sleep and happy life of going out everyday.

thinking about tmr is making me so sad.

but looking on a bright side, its just orientation tmr.

i hope it isn't that bad that i can't make any friends.

time to pack my bag, and sleep early tonight.

okay, thats all for now.

bye people. (:

2011-01-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

nothing happened to me recently, hence the sudden mia.

to be honest, i was thinking about my past recently.

and i think i'm missing so many people right now.

not only am i missing people, but the school life i used to have.

so many things happened when i was still in school but i didn't learn to cherish it.

maybe its too late to say that i miss school.

having random talks during free periods with Weishan, Asyiqin and Fatin instead of studying,

laughing till so loud everyone will be staring at us ;

talking and fooling around with Sabrina Koh during every Chinese Lesson despite warnings given teacher;

kena sabo by Sabra Koh every lesson to answer questions;

going to school with Waiyi every single day talking about anything and everything from A-Z ;

fun group work with Weishan, Tiffany and Xuewen because we always end up joking around ;

heart to heart talk with Weishan in between lessons ;

recess with Liting and Juling;

and not to forget the awesome band.

my awesome H&L, my 2 very dedicated partners ( Zoey and Peiyi ), May, Siangying and clarinet section. (((:

what else can i say with these people around me?

i'm so very thankful for every single person.

sigh thank you so much people. (:

i miss everyone of you and if i have another chance, i would want to go back to the previous year without any complaints.

i should stop missing things only when they are gone.

because its not gonna make me feel any better.

sorry for the sudden appreciation and emotional blog post. haha

i didn't meant it be that way!

but i just wanna pen it down in case i forgot it.

anyway life has been pretty much the same.

going back to damai, at home or going out with different people.

i actually have mixed feelings regarding school next week.

i hope it will be fun and not awkward please.

okay thats all. van's concert tmr!

wish her all the best! (:

see you!

2011-01-19T15:12:00.000+08:00

hahhahaha! this is our dinner on the 2nd night of DR chalet! pathetic much right? LOL!

2011-01-19T15:03:00.003+08:00

i'm finally back from a long break. not that long.

Monday:

went out with Zoey after so long! (:

headed to the new shopping mall at NEX.

its seriously huge, we only managed to finish the first and second floor window-shopping. LOL

Starbucks with Zoey!

and then i remembered that Jesmond TAN still owe me money for van's concert.

so i called him to ask him if he's still working, thinking i could go over to get the money from him.

instead, he said, he was meeting Erwin and Nicholas in town to shop for CNY clothes!

so both of us went down to meet them. (:

in the end, all of them was late, so Jesmond and both of us went to shop for his clothes.

in fact, guys are supposed to follow girls for shopping, but its the otherwise. LOL

offer him advices when he tried on some clothes.

met the rest at ION after they reached.

walked around, seeing the guys choose their clothes, and helped them. totally LOL.

after that, it was dinner time!

kinda forced the guys to eat Ajisen. hahaha. because i was craving for it so badly!

walked to Taka for Ajisen. (:

after that, walked back to ION because Jes wants to get his shirt from NewLook.

by the time they finished it was 9 plus.

decided to head back home.

woah, didn't know a day in town could drain my energy so much. LOL

Tuesday:

back to Damai for the same purpose.

it was all the same stuffs.

kinda excited for them when the date is nearing.

all the best people. (:

dinner with XX after that.

deeply grateful and appreciative for everything. thank you so much. (:

now, i have no idea why 11 hours of sleep is still making me tired. arghhh.

meeting Rizal and Peiyi later for a treat! he owes me a treat. hehehe.

okay goodbye. till we meet again. haha

2011-01-16T21:59:00.002+08:00

hello.

okay back from a long long day.

had only 4 hours of sleep yesterday night because i slept at 2 and woke up at 6.

woke up at 6am to see the doctor regarding my pain in the abdomen.

okay by the time we finished, it was afternoon.

walked around tampines since its nearby there.

wouldn't elaborate what happened next.

i'm just so effing tired, i can just fall asleep in front of the com.

keeping to my pinky promise, i will sleep after watching Liverpool play tonight.

i will.

okay i'm very tired, and i'm starting to look like a zombie/panda with the dark eye rings.

i should seriously start to sleep earlier.

because school's starting in another week.

now, i'm going off. toodles!

the truth is, i'm just a worthless, useless girl. thanks.

2011-01-15T23:31:00.005+08:00

movie with them!!

the most perfect picture! love them all. (:

okay these are what they do at the chalet. SLEEP. and watch TV.

2011-01-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

i thought today will end up to be such a nice day, hanging out with my classmates.

but the painful abdomen ache had to spoil my mood.

argh.

Sabrina called me in the afternoon asking if i wanna join the guys for basketball.

initially, i was quite reluctant to go.

but after much persuasion from her, decided to go.

met her for lunch before heading to Eunos CC to meet the guys.

awesome lunch with her, just catching up on our lives. (:

met the guys for bball.

sat there initially while talking and watching them play.

then we decided to go to another court and shoot balls.

after that, i sat down because my abdomen hurts like crazy.

watched the match between the guys till 7 plus.

and after persuading Abim to stop doing those illegal stuffs, left with Sabra!

Abim stop all those okay! its our wish. (:

reached home, and met Jasmine below my house to clear my debt! hahah

now, i'm freaking tired, and my abdomen still hurts like !@#$@#%@#!

arghhhh. its like the intestines in your stomach are twisting.

this feeling suck.

but my pillow is doing me much justice by providing comfort. (:

hugging it tightly now. hehe

btw, i'm missing quite a lot of people right now.

Zoey; Ashraf ; my colleagues: Xinyi, Harold, Chushing, Belinda, Waiyiiii ; Van ; Rox and my section!

sigh, doubt i can meet them any time soon.

school's starting in a week's time if i ever get in. haha

okay! thats all people. (:

goodnight.

as much as i want to forget you, i can't. what if i say i still love you as much?

2011-01-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

helloooooo!

today was an awesome day. (:

it will always be with Jasmine Keee! haha.

as usual i was late again because i was submitting my JAE choices.

yesss, i finally submitted.

a burden off my shoulders.

lets just pray real hard i get into my first choice.

have to apologize for being late once again.

but she was so used to it, she didnt mind. whooops.

okay, i will try to kick off the habit soon. (:

went to Marina Square to catch a movie.

its always going out for movie with her. (:

since the food at cinema are expensive, decided to get some stuffs which are cheaper.

so we got things like cheese fries, subway cookies and drinks from Korea Supermarket!

the things we eat is totally sinful. -.-

omg, i gained dont-know-how-many calories just by eating that.

watched "The Ghosts must be Crazy!"

the movie's not bad since its local made, but its full of vulgarities!

not good for young kids. LOL!

their mircosoft in the movie is "myghost-soft" . hahahha!

hilarious man.

the whole cinema has only 7 people, since its on a weekday. LOL

because of that, i was freezing!!!!

i covered myself with 2 jackets and i'm still cold. omg.

i think its just the "Marina thing!" LOL

after that, we walked around Zara and Mango.

saw a really nice t-shirt frm Mango!

and we decided to get 1 for ourselves. (:

headed back to Cityhall Mrt.

on our way there, she wanted to look at watches.

so we stop by citychain.

she saw something that caught her eye!

later she asked me if i wanna buy as well, since i was looking for one and they were having discounts!

and just like that, we both got 2 watches at $280! hahahaha

seriously man. LOL

and after that, the store owner told us that with another $8, we can redeem the abalone set for free. hahahah.

hilarious man. LOL.

wouldn't want to elaborate the process of getting the set, but it was a tedious one.

after that, it was already 7 plus!

headed to Bugis since she wanna get her new year clothes. (:

did a quick shopping trip and she got everything she want!

after that, was dinner.

her brother came to fetch me home!

thanks thanks so much. :D

overall, most awesome day ever. (:

but at the rate i'm spending, i think i will finish my savings within a week.

arghh.

okay, i think i need to get my new year clothes as well!

soon soon.

tmr shall be a day at home.

so goodnight people! i'm tired.

shit. why did your name come to my head? i have to get you out of mind soon. tsk.

2011-01-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

okay DR chalet, but not really DR. :x

first day:

spend it in DW band, helping out with their performance.

so glad that all went our way, and our attraction rate was much higher than others! hahaha

after that, left to take our bags at Jesmond's house.

left for chalet then.

check in the chalet and it was dinner time!! (:

subway for dinner.

after dinner, we played the high tech monopoly using the cash card.

woah, so cool.

but luck wasn't on my side, cause i landed in jail for 3 times. -.-

then played murderer, using pulse.

fun to the max man! (: hahhaa

with the guys around, we drank vodka when we lost. omg. -.-

bathe and everything.

we didn't wanted to sleep, so had a bbq in midnight around 2 plus.

some went to sleep because they were either drunk or too tired. hahha

2nd day ( 8th jan ):

we bbq all the food Jesmond brought, and then sat down to play poker.

if we had nothing to play, we would have fallen asleep.

then, played and ate till around 3 plus.

poor Zoey was so tired! hahaha

went in, and talked so loud till we woke everyone up! hahaha.

slept with Haohan, because of his constant rants of wanting to sleep with me. omg. LOL

and he even said "sarang hae you" for maybe 8 times?

probably think he's nuts. hahaha!

didn't fall asleep straight because of jesmond's irritating actions!

started laughing and everything before falling asleep at 4.30am. -.-

they wanted to wake up at 6 for cycling.

and they really did.

i was half awake when they woke me up.

didn't really sleep anyway.

tired TTM can!

but drag myself out of bed and to the cycling kiosk.

it wasn't open at all, so we went to Pasir Ris Beach to see the sunrise.

btw, that has been my wish since young!

faced the wrong direction so we couldn't see anything. arghh wasted.

went back to the chalet, and slept till 11am before heading out for breakfast.

swear i was still freaking tired after waking up.

macdonals for breakfast!

after that, came back to slack.

before the guys decided to go WWW since we got free tickets!

changed, and walked to WWW!

it was super duper fun. (:

capsizing the guy's float and everything.

played ular lah for !@@#$@%^!@ times!

that's the best thing there. (:

decided to come back around 4 plus.

we took turns to bathe, while playing Tai Di at our bbq pit!

at about 6, when everyone has finished bathing, decided to get more bbq stuffs at Fairprice.

and so, we bbq-ed again since we are left with charcoal and food. (:

our dinner was bbq food : such as hotdog, crabmeat and fishball with cup noodles.

SUPER PATHETIC can. LOL.

when everyone around us, has so much food, we only had all those. hahaha

ate at the chalet and played Toilet game! hahha.

super hilarious.

basically, we had to finish the food or drink. (:

everything that we couldn't do, we will ask jesmond to do it for us! hahahha

after that, slack a little by playing poker, and went to bed at 11 plus.

everyone was so so tired, including myself.

this time slept with Zoey since Nicholas wanted to sleep alone.

3rd day(9th Jan):

slept till 9 plus!

had Nasi Lemak for breakfast since we were so broke by the 3rd Day.

Haohan and Erwin left since they had something on.

as a result, only Zoey, Jesmond, Nicholas and myself left at the chalet.

walked to Ehub to check the movie timings.

after that, came back to the chalet to kill time before watching a movie.

played "Snap" , watched "L changed the world" and played Tai Di!

didn't know playing Snap could be so fun. hahahha!

watched Guliver's Travel!

the movie is entertaining, surprisingly! (:

by the time the movie ended, it was 5 plus.

played Poker and left by 6pm to meet family for dinner!

that marks the end of our chalet!

it has been really fun with the guys around.

4 years is all it took to where we are now. (:

all of you: Jesmond, Haohan, Erwin Nicholas and Zoey has been an important part of my life.

with you guys around, band has always been fun. (:

hope we would go out more often together and still stay in contact.

best of luck for your future endeavours!

and dont be sad for your results anymore!

2011-01-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

okay back from MIA. haha

10th JAN.

release of olevel results.

swear i was so freaking tired from chalet that i slept so well yesterday night.

woke up in the morning still feeling tired from the chalet.

and then, prepared and everything.

wasn't feeling a thing at all, because i'm so tired. -.-

fatigue cures everything. hahahaha

and then after that, prepared to meet Waiyi for lunch.

in the bus: no feeling at all!

and then to school.

saw my classmates, missed them so much, and then it was all results.

when they announced there's 10 people with 7 distinctions, i never thought i was 1 of them.

and when i saw my name on the screen, i went " WHAT OMGG???!!! "

went up to receive it from Mr Toh, and came back shivering, looking at my results.

came to realise that i got A2 for ENGLISH???? WTH. SUPER SHOCKED.

after that was photo taking and running around to ask people for their results.

shook so many hands, i forgotten who congratulated me! sorry and thank you very much. (:

deeply appreciate it.

and then talked to Benjaporn! OMG. she was so happy she cried for me, thank you so much man girl. i love you so much. sweet. (:

and then it was like talking to random teachers like Mrs Ling, Ms Haryani, and hanging out in the hall.

after that was mini celebration at TM with classmates!

pretty good results for everyone. (:

had KOI after dinner.

home sweet home to discuss results with my family.

so what now. Meridian or SAJC?

i dont know.

4 more days to decide.

btw, i am still reeling from happiness. -.-

okay i need to get over it soon.

for those who didn't go well, dont worry, its not the end.

there will always be a second option!

all the best in everyone's future endeavours.

shall update abt the chalet tmr!

freaking tired, goodnight. (:

2011-01-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

going back to school today really give me creeps now. -.-

all the teachers was like " monday uh! taking your result on monday! all the best! "

damn it man.

i'm so freaking scared.

i dont even think i can sleep that night, but anyway i will be spending it with awesome people who make me laugh till i forget about it. hahaha.

really scared. sigh.

what if i dont do well?

ANS: poly will be my choice. (:

2011-01-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

so damn tired and drained now, i could fall asleep immediately. -.-

got a call in the morning about having to go down to acsj for somekind of exhibition.

rushed like mad, but reached there to find out that everything has ended.

wth, so paiseh can.

shouldn't even have reached there. argh. whatever.

then we left for Damai since we're helping out with the ensembles after school.

bus-ed down and help them with some scores.

had our fav prawn meee, and then back to planning for the ensemble prac.

not before long, the members started strolling in, because they ended school!

so we did a last minute plan, and got ready.

if only i could say why we had to plan...

started everything, running up and down, racing against time, and everything.

the odds was stacked against us.

before it ended, ran through the whole perf sequence, debrief and ended.

ohwell, i do hope everything will go on smoothly for tmr's performance.

keeping fingers crossed, and praying real hard their effort today will pay off.

okay, having an early night!

next few days ahead will be DR chalet until 10th!

so see you guys. (:

2011-01-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

dearest Liting. love.

dearest Faizah! love

and the three of us! i look crap here, but whatever. -.-

today was just like 2 years ago but grown up so much. (:

we caught up with each other today, after almost 2 years of not going out.

like finally.

before that, watched Little Fockers!

omg, i swear the movie was super sick, but funny.

was laughing almost at every part. LOL.

after that, had tea break, and walked around before we decided to settle down at Starbucks.

drinking coffee in the rain, taking pictures, and catching up. (:

good old times just like when we were sec2.

sigh, time really flies.

and we are already taking our result next monday.

really hope for the best for them.

totally not ready to get them.

i just hope to do fairly well to get somewhere decent.

sigh.

okay whatever, going to bed now.

goodnight. (:

2011-01-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

today is all about catching up on my sleep. (:

woke up with a bad sore throat, such that swallowing saliva can be painful. -.-

furthermore, my whole body was aching and my eyelids was really heavy!

had breakfast, and went back to bed.

after that woke up to buy lunch with mum.

in the end saw Jasmine and Angel nearby my house!

miss them so much. ):

its time to catch up peeps!

ate, and went back to bed.

slept like a log till evening.

i think i have gained several pounds. ahhhh. :x

noooo, i think i'm too fat.

its time to lose weight!

okay back to topic.

after that, was just using the net, watching tv, having dinner with family.

despite sleeping so much today, i think its not enough for me.

sigh nvm.

i shall sleep even more tmr and the next day so i will be energized for DR chalet. (:

hmmm. thats all.

shall hit the sack. goodnight! tata! (:

as the date draws nearer, i'm getting more afraid.

2011-01-04T22:35:00.006+08:00

pictures of Waiyi and myself! (:

like like like this picture! (:

like like like this picture too! (:

loveeee the effect on this! and how my hair appears to be so long. LOL

other that that, i hate the high cheekbones. -.-

this concludes my day with Waiyi! (:

many more pictures on fb, and in her cam!

wanna go out with her more often.

okay i'm done.

toodles! (:

2011-01-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

damn it.

stop thinking about it, Yilin. if not you're never going to forget everything.

thanks so much huh for reappearing, and making me like some emo freaks again.

i would very much like to forget it, but i can't.

damn it.

i should have deleted all my posts way back then, because it remind me of you now.

sigh, whatever it us, like i said, time heals everything.

and one of my new year resolution is to forget my past.

i can do this. (:

a brand new year, a brand new start.

2011-01-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

absolutely fun day today. (:

intended to meet up with Waiyi just to return the working uniforms, but we ended up being a tourist, sightseeing, camwhoring, and catching up.

went to the HR dept at centrepoint, and returned and headed to raffles city for lunch.

she wanted to try the porridge so much at the food court there, after looking at the delicious pictures. LOL!

and so we ended up eating there at 12pm.

after that, walked around Raffles City and made our way to Esplanade!

while walking to Esplanade, we flipped a coin to decide whether to go for the marks&spencer outing! LOL

totally hilarious because we couldn't flipped, and the coin ended up rolling on the ground. hahaha

headed to the library@Esplanade. (:

haven't been there for a long time.

the atmosphere is so serene, and peaceful, and at times the silence can be deafening.

we took a tour around the whole library, and managed to hear someone playing the piano in a room.

wow, we literally stood around there and listen to him.

too good. (:

i've always wanted to learn but to no avail. sigh.

sat down at the sofa and started taking pictures against the beautiful backdrop.

our zilian faces attracted so much attention! hahahhaa LOL!

spent our time there, whispering till the rain stopped!

once it stopped head to the roof terrace!

last time was with V&R! totally awesome. (:

camwhore like some retards since we were the only one there. haha

jumpshots against the marina bay sands!

and for most of the shots, my hair either look like mickey mouse, or i got exposed because of what i'm wearing. hahahahaha!

gonna post the pictures once Waiyi posted them on fb. (:

but i love some of the shots!

we took until it started raining again! LOL!

after that, sat down at the concourse to talked.

can you believe that we actually talked for 2 hours?

its so very long!

talked about her sister's wedding, my family, my past, her past, and lots of stuffs.

too comfortable to talk to. (:

hahha

and then after that, we went to marina square for some window shopping.

was trying so hard to look for the cheapest mineral water since she forgotten to bring.

but the cheapest we can find is still $1. LOL!

okay, we sound cheapskate. but whatever! we're 17 year old aunties. (:

was so hungry by 4 plus. ( our mealtimes are all screwed! )

so we decided to have our lunch/dinner.

by then we have made up our mind not go for the outing.

so sorry to Belinda! ):

and then we were so tired after eating, went home.

slept once i reached home till 8 plus!

haven't really catch up on my sleep after the chalet.

still feeling the fatigue. argh.

lucky i'm not going anywhere tmr! time to sleep in! (:

love days like these. (:

can't wait for the pictures to be up!

and then i will post it here.

meanwhile, keep waiting!

its first day of school tmr, and i kinda miss the excited "first day of school" feeling.

time seriously flies, and i still can't feel the 2011 feeling.

i'm still living in the world of 2010.

whatever it is, kinda miss school.

the school that i will be enrolling in soon, will be a totally different thing.

i seriously hope i dont feel out of place. -keeping fingers crossed-

shall hit the sack soon.

goodnight! (:

almost forgotten, but now its all back to square one.

2011-01-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

Tiffany & ME! sunburnt on my cheeks and nose. LOL

all the eye power of the girls! haha

chilling out

omg unglam. -.- btw i wasn't pissed with anyone.

sorry for the unglam-ness again! haha. see the tan lines on my arm?

kpop session!

awesome classmates!

the awesome class. (:

tablemates ftw! (: missing: Fatin!

last but not least, awesome classmates. (:

there you have it PHOTOS OF 4E1 Class Chalet! (:

♥

then it came the CM's speech.

my tear duct starting acting up again.

i thought i haven't taught them anything, but when Qianhui, Sophia and Wanxin said all those stuffs, i just couldn't believe it.

thank you so much 3 of you, i know i hadn't thought you all enough.

but i will always be there when you need me.

work hard for SYF 2011 and bring back a gold for Damaiwindz! (:

after all the speeches, Zoey, May, Siangying and myself sat in a corner and started crying.

everything that happened last year, all the times we had was too much to remember.

sweet good old times.

if only i had cherished it at that time.

everyone said their piece and we hugged each other and cried!

then i talked to Mr Wong, and it kinda got worst. lol.

then talked to Wanxin for some personal stuffs.

and then my section. (:

with that, ended farewell night 2010.

(11/12)

parents night 2010!

was kinda nervous and excited so much so that, i played wrong notes!

oh gosh.

and my conducting was total shit. -.-

what a way to end my last performance.

if only i had 1 more chance to make it better, i would.

nonetheless, i enjoyed this performance so much. (:

it was a job well done given the time constraint we have!

had mac with the ex-seniors and sec4s. (:

caught up with Van after that!

but its not enough.

need to talk to her about lots of things!

all in all,

thank you so much Damaiwindz for making this 4 years in Damai such a memorable one.

without you guys, my life wouldn't be complete.

band allowed me to meet all sorts of different people: kind, evil, sweet, nice... and many more.

without it, i wouldnt be what i am today.

no words can actually express my gratitude to the band, to Mr Wong, to all the sec4s, to Zoey, to my section, to all my juniors and many more.

thank you so so much DW for everything, for allowing me to forge the strongest friendships i ever had.

all the best for SYF 2011, bring back a gold! (:

love you guys and miss you guys lots.

♥

lots of love,

Yilin.

2010-12-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

supposed to be 4th Dec's post. LOL.

just came back from a long day.

met Liting in the afternoon!

walked to Far East Plaza from ion since she wanted to get her bag!

then from Far East, we went back to Ion.

stop by Starbucks at Ion for coffee and catch up session. (:

caught up on all the things these past weeks.

kinda missed her. :x

following that, did window shopping.

and then we walked to Wisma, to Taka and then to Cineleisure.

had lunch/dinner there at such an awkward time : 4pm. haha

partly because we were too hungry!

pepper lunch xpress once more!

i'm really getting sick of it now. the more i eat, the weirder it taste. -.-

after that, went to scape for flea market!

the things there are freaking cheap, for eg a dress for $5?

but the place is super stuffy, and warm.

only went in for 5 mins and i could already feel the heat. LOL

went to 313, and then back to cine.

at Cineleisure, Liting was like spazzing over a big big Taemin Poster.

and i was like " stop it Liting" LOL!

got my perfume and went off to meet DW at Newton MRT for Barker's Parent's Night.

i thought i was late, but in the end i was early. -.-

because there are others even later than me!

sat down while waiting for the rest.

started talking to May and Zoey. LOL!

the others was pretty late, so we rushed there immediately.

the bus ride was DAMN DAMN squeezy.

and the bus driver did no justice by driving faster, and applying the sudden brakes.

argh irritating much. -.-

when we reached, it was quite embarrassing as we were like entering the theatre just before it starts. omg. -.-

thoroughly enjoyed the performance!

during the intermission, we was just laughing like some mad people. LOL.

and during the whole perf, May and I was busy nudging each other at different point of the night. hahaha!

at the end, Elodia who is behind me said "That boy look so sad!"

Qianhui replied " go there and say cheer up lah! "

EVERYONE BURST OUT LAUGHING! hahahhahahahaa

it was like so freaking funny lah! omgomgomg.

i swear we were like laughing so loudly, everyone was staring at us! whoops. hahahhaa

but its damn funnnny!

we can't stop laughing afterwards because Qianhui was still laughing and we were laughing at her laughter. hahahha!

joke of the day! LOL!

after that, say our goodbyes and went to Newton Hawker Centre with May, Siangying and Zoey.

it was really crowded!

ordered our dinner, talked and had lots of fun.

at that point of time, i was thinking about the past and everything.

sigh, good old sweet times. (:

walked through the dark, unlit alley to MRT and went home. (:

good day today.

had absolutely so much fun, and i laughed so hard after soooo long. haha

hope tmr will be a better day.

goodnight people. (: pictures tmr!

PS: oh no, i think i just forgotten about something.

2010-12-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

why is everyone not updating their blogs? LOL

i'm like so bored now, i can do anything like searching for random celebrity names online.

thats how bored i am now.

worst thing is twitter on my com is FREAKING LAG. -.-

arghhh.

sooooooo...

today was job training at Centrepoint!

met Belinda at the place of training. (:

sat inside the freezing cold room for 7 hours.

basically they taught us service, housekeeping, cashiering duties, grooming, history of M&S, and some more which i can't remember now. LOL

btw after the whole training, we were given a test!

and WE HAD TO PASS THE TEST! LOL.

the trainer was really kind to pair us up for the test. (: haha

throughout the training, it was really boring at some point.

but the trainer was kind enough to give us sweets to keep us awake throughout the whole 7 hours.

of course, we had a lunch break.

after the whole course, signed the timesheet and shopped for awhile with Belinda and Waiyi at F21.

both me and Waiyi didn't buy anything, but Belinda bought some stuffs.

after that, went home because i was drained.

now, i'm off to go to bed because there's band tmr.

so goodnight folks. (:

PS: my lips are hurting like #$^%@!$%!^ after 1 day of playing! super lousy now. sigh

2010-11-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

okay back from band.

awesome practice today. (:

wont elaborate what happened in the morning.

it was just miscommunication on the agency. -.-

so i ended up going for band. :D

finally played Kyrill after listening to it last week!

really really love the song very much.

the melody, bass is stuck in my head now.

and i can't stop humming it to myself. haha.

lunch with Fairul, Siangying, May and Zoey in school. (:

then it was more combined band after lunch.

loveeeee combined band so much. :D

hell lot of fun!

sat in the freezing music room for 4 hours playing Kyrill.

then sectionals for half an hour before we did combined sectionals.

Mr Wong said WW is better than brass! hahaha

lastly, ran through for the last time before pack up.

when we were packing up, it was really raining very heavily with a storm! haha

kinda weird though.

post band practice was dinner with Jesmond, Zoey and Samuel.

just look at the 2 guys eating. (:

ended up laughing like some crazy idiot at Varinice! hahahaha

i haven't laughed till my tummy ache for a long time.

we made 4 in 1 jokes, and laughed till we can't talk. hahahahaha.

decided to go home at 8 plus.

what a nice day today. (: really love days like this.

i have no idea why attending band practice really make me happy.

music does make you alot happier.

so, with that i shall hit the sack since i got to wake up early tmr.

goodnight people.

2010-11-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

1 word for today: happiness.

can't describe more after going back for band practice today.

i feel the sense of enjoyment i used to feel last time, but without any burden now. (:

can't really explain my mood today, but it was just awesome.

it brings me back to the past when i was still a dumb sec1.

i miss it so much. sigh. :')

despite all the problems, i enjoy band practices more than anything else.

if only everyday could be like this...

with that, shall hit the sack now, really tired.

goodnight everyone. (:

2010-11-28T17:41:00.002+08:00

finally back after 3 days.

life hasn't been smooth-sailing for me.

Friday (26/11):

went back for band in the morning.

and the very first thing we received was earful of scoldings. big sigh.

that kinda make me really down.

after that, went in the band store.

and from then on, we received even more.

my mood was even worst at that point.

but i know i can't hold it against him because it was our fault, probably.

after some of the sec4s reached by 10 plus, he talked to all us.

in short, he said if we want to perform for parents night we have to commit 100%, if not just disappear from the band.

and if we dont perform, we won't be invited for farewell night.

i guess its not really good to state everything here, so shall keep some stuffs private.

he left us to discuss.

and from then on, i'm having this huge huge problem.

my work starts on 7th Dec, and the shift is from 10-6.

on the other hand, band camp is 9th, 10th, 11th.

the problem is we have to turn up for all the practices leading to parents night, and even band camp.

so, its either WORK or BAND.

i have to give up either one.

if i give up my work, i have to pay compensation fee of $260.

AND I HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO MY PARENTS WHY I GAVE UP MY JOB.

if i say its because of band, they will, as usual, scold me like _____ .

if i give up band, huge consequences as well.

wouldn't want to state here, but its probably those behind-the-scenes stuffs.

those band members should know.

so yeah.

i really really have no idea what to do.

i need to make a decision quick.

this problem has been on my mind ever since Friday.

and until now, i haven't found a solution to it yet.

sigh. i really wish there will be someone who will advise me on what to do.

because i'm simply helpless.

at times like these, the best person to ask would be Van or Roxane.

but i doubt i can meet them anytime soon.

sigh, so what to do?

BAND or WORK?

2010-11-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

okay hi.

was with Waiyi again today. (: went down to agency at Raffles Place to sign the contract.

in the end we waited pretty long at the agency because our agent is busy with some stuffs.

btw our agent is by the name of Jamie.

at her name, you will think she's very friendly.

and she really is! hahaha. (:

went through the contract, like the shift hours, work place, pay and stuffs.

then after we signed, went off to City Hall to meet Tiffany.

she has been waiting for us since morning, haha. whoops sorry!

then we went in search of optical shop for contacts.

in the end, made our way to ion because they say we can only make there. sian.

so went there but in the end we decided not to make.

walked around, for some prom stuffs.

met so many damaians there, first was Erwin which is working at Armani Exchange!!

then saw Siangying and friends. (:

lastly, saw Edna and friends but didn't call them at all. haha

from there, left for wisma and then to taka for heels.

but saw nothing that suits.

walked from 4 plus to 7.

after walking so much, our legs are breaking. -.-

Waiyi: my legs wanna die already. TT

hahhahaa. my legs are giving way too.

i can feel the strain in my legs and sole. arghhhh.

so went to Orchard Central for mos burger. (:

sat down and had a nice chat with them. :D

from there, we walked around f21 and left the place for home.

by the time i was in the bus, i was aching so badly i need a massage!! TT

my body, arms, legs were all aching terribly.

reached home, took a cold bath and sat down.

ought to sleep now. if now i will be falling sick soon.

feeling the bug on me now. sigh. ):

okay goodnight people, pictures tmr.

2010-11-23T21:59:00.004+08:00

hi all.

today was a busy busy busy day.

no words can describe how many things happened in a day.

firstly, met Waiyi in the morning for interview at Escape since Zoey told me there's job vacancies.

when we reached, went directly to the security to fill up the application form.

then waited for an hour before the person interviewed us.

talked about the job we're being offered, and then we're off to go.

went to eat at the food court and find Zoey at the cashier. hahaha. (:

Waiyi is sick! oh dear, get well soon girl.

then we made our way to City Hall since i was meeting Jasmine!

was late once more, but i tried to rush!

walked to Marina once again. ( btw i caught Harry Potter ytd with my siblings at Marina too! LOL )

then she wanted to watch a movie, so we decided on Megamind since we haven't watch it yet.

after that, just sat down at starbucks and caught up on each other's lives. (:

awesome time like this with coffee, and great company.

talked for 2 hrs! hahahah, lots of things to catch up on because we haven't met for 3 months.

following that, caught the movie.

before it started, received a call from the agency because I GOT THE JOB! (: YAYYYY.

was so happy, i was jumping for joy silently. hahaha

MEGAMIND WAS FREAKING FUNNY! LOL!

couldn't help but laugh at some parts. hahahah.

and i love the storyline very much, somekind of romance with comedy. (:

WE WERE BOTH FREEZING AFTER THE MOVIE.

IT WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN COLD!!

we took cover in the open air instead of the air conditioned mall.

after that, made our way to Pizza Hut for dinner!

our budget dinner turn out to be not so budget afterall. LOL

we both couldn't finish our main meal, because we were too full.

hahaha. that was when i received news. not sure whether good or bad.

Zoey called to say Mr Wong want us, sec4s to go back for band practice because we're performing for parents night.

so we splitted our job, she called brass, both me and Peiyi called WW and perc.

in the end, she said it was optional instead of compulsory.

so called the section rep again.

during the whole dinner, jasmine was like staring at me while i called. sorry Jas!

tried to persuade a few, and i do hope they can make it!

after dinner, made our way home.

i'm so tired now by all the things happening.

i just got my work today and i already have to make sacrifices for band.

this time, i really hope its all worthwhile because afterall band is where i belong.

gonna perform for parents night and pray real hard that at least some of them CMI ( CAN make it )

alright, thats all for today. need a break by viewing videos.

heading down to the agency tmr and prom shopping with Waiyi and Tiffany.

more updates tmr.

goodnight and goodbye.

2010-11-20T21:56:00.002+08:00

re-read my 2nd latest post and realize it doesn't make sense.

probably because a headache is killing me to properly structure a sentence.

sorry guys.

but seriously, no one reads this blog right?

2010-11-20T21:41:00.001+08:00

deleted those links that are not in use, and decided to just leave those close ones on my blog. (:

2010-11-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

hi. (:

back from a long day in town.

i couldn't wake up in the morning, because i was too tired.

but i had to force myself up as i was meeting Zoey at 10.30am.

quickly washed up and met her at Bugis.

apparently, i was earlier than her today! haha.

normally, i will always be the one who's always late no matter what occasions. :x

while waiting for her, saw Kengyun and Elodia as well!

talked to them for awhile before she came.

when we reached, we sat down, and had breakfast first!

meanwhile, we caught up on the past week! filled her in on my life. (:

she's the person who have to know my everything! :D

then after that, we went to walk around in search of a prom dress.

walked round and round but found nothing suitable.

made our way to the very-deserted Iluma.

you can practically camped there the whole day and no one will ever chase you away.

because the place is so big yet empty. LOL.

total waste of money and space.

walked around, and talked.

didn't see anything there as well.

so we went back to Bugis Junction. and then to Bugis Street. LOL.

we were making trips to and fro. hahaha.

roam the place quickly because there was nothing nice as well.

told her about all the fake stuffs they are selling at Bugis street! haha

and then we went back to Bugis Junction again for lunch.

had pepper lunch expresssss! reaaaallllly nice. (:

since we saw nothing in Bugis, took a train down to Somerset. (:

was at new look first! the shoes there are pretty.

i was this close to buying a pair of heels for prom, but i called mummy to asked if i could.

she said i have another pair at home, and i might not wear those after prom.

but we have a great time trying those heels. (:

forever 21 after that for close to 1 hr! tried a few clothes, but nothing suits.

walked around somerset, and then went to taka.

the dresses there are like a bomb although its really nice.

our legs were giving way, so we took a break at the seats.

btw we were like the only teens resting there because the rest was uncles! hahahaha.

after that, we didn't see anything so we drop by Wisma.

didn't see anything as well until we drop by the forever 21 outlet there.

saw a black dress that was affordable and Zoey asked me to try!

tried and realised it fits me perfectly well! (: so i got that, heheehe.

went to C&K and got my bag as well! hahahhaa.

i was sucha happy girl after getting what i wanted. :D

after that, bus-ed home.

long bus ride, but we got to take lotsa of pictures. (:

here are some!

ZOEY with her new hair! (:

love this picture and the girl too. :D

i'm done, so goodbye. (:

PS: i'm waiting desperately for someone to inform me that i've gotten a job! arghh. please let me receive good news....

2010-11-19T19:47:00.005+08:00

ORCHARD WITH WAIYI! (:

LOVE THIS PIC and THE GIRL. (:

helloo! today was job interview day once again. actually it was Waiyi who found the job. but she had no one to accompany her, so i tag along and went for the interview as well.

initially when i asked her do you know where are we going she said she dont know, only know the shop number at ion. so met her in the morning and went to find the shop. in the end i realized we were going for interview at LONGCHAMP!?!?!???!!!

when i know, i immediately told Waiyi, do you know its a designer brand? and she said she doesn't know! hahha, how innocent. (:

we went in, fill in the form and waited for the manager to interview us.

THE INTERVIEW WAS SCARY. -.- its the first time so far it was SO serious.

she asked " what do you know about LongChamp?" i had absolutely no idea until Van and Roxane introduced me to it previously, thank god for them! hahaha. if not, i would have stumbled my way through.

so i said what i think made sense. she went on to elaborate how being a part-timer must be engaging, with a positive attitude and stuffs. although she was sort of pretty and nice, the interview freaked me out too much. after everything, she said she will call us again, but i think this is a nicer way to reject people. LOL.

after that, we went for macdonald's breakfast at Lucky Plaza to celebrate the end of a failed interview! hahaha.

she made me laugh really bad while eating.

here's how it goes.

-Waiyi picked up a phone call-

Waiyi: hello? i'm at Orchard. I'm not going home so early because Daryl at home...

-hang the call-

Yilin: who's that?

Waiyi: my Da Jie!

Yilin: then who's Daryl? Your Da Jie's boyfriend?

Waiyi: no lah! its a fake name given to my dad because when we bad-mouth him, we have to use a fake name! if not he will know.

I IMMEDIATELY LAUGH OUT LOUD! HAHAHAHHAHAHA. IT WAS SOOOOOO FUNNY!

SHE BURST OUT LAUGHING AFTER THAT! WE LAUGHED FOR 1 MINUTE STRAIGHT!

hahahhahahahaha!

i can't stop afterwards! then we went to walked back to ion, and walk around.

we stop by the bench to camwhore like crazy! haha. many pictures but i'm too lazy to upload them. a few above!

decided to make our way home because we were both very tired since we slept for like a few hours.

UPON REACHING HOME, I THOUGHT I COULD GO TO SLEEP AFTER BATHING.

IN THE END, MY MUM AND SIS CAME HOME AND SAID I HAVE TO TIDY MY TABLE. GRRRRR.

i was like so freaking tired! arhghhhhhhhh.

so i drag myself to clear my table.

threw away everything. hahahaha. (:

actually i felt so good after everything. haha, sense of satisfaction!

by the time i finished clearing, i was sneezing like mad. -.-

think that there's a huge possibility i'm sensitive to dust! hahhaha.

took a bath again (btw its the 3rd time i bathe today), and relaxxx! (:

transfer my photos from the cam to the lappie and just chill out with my family.

nice day today. (:

tomorrow shall be a nicer day with ZOEYPEH! i've got something for you girl. (:

can't wait to catch up with her on LOTSA LOTSA stuffs!

meanwhile, i'm gonna catch Sylvia on tv later! heheheee.

so shall see you tmr!

byebyebyebyebye. (:

2010-11-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

life's pretty much the same after o's.

using the net, eat, sleep... and the cycle repeats itself again.

but today i dragged myself out of bed for a job interview.

met Waiyi and Sabrina at Raffles Place!

when we got out of the station, all we see is LOTS OF PEOPLE dressed in formal wear!

we're like fishes out of the water, definitely out of place.

since we were super early, decided to loiter outside the Plaza before making our way in.

filled in some forms and waited while this very-nice-and-friendly Jamie interviewed us. (:

it wasn't so much like an interview! just random questions.

in the end, she asked us to make our way to Kallang Leisure Park for another interview.

we went there, but to no avail, they can't accept people below 18.

wasted trip there. perhaps there was something wrong with their communication??

sigh sigh sigh.

since we were all hungry, went to grab some food!

at the same time, the table tennis match was showing on the tv in the food court! (:

so we engrossed in watching that.

but after seeing Sg losing badly, we decided to "pack our bags" and go!

hahahhaha, then Waiyi thought of heading to WWW to ask.

by the time we reach Pasir Ris mrt it was raining heavily!

the rain drenched us even though we were with umbrellas.

initially we thought its okay if we eventually got a job being drenched.

who knows when we reached WWW, we realised its close!! ZZzzzzz. -.-

both of us was so disappointed.

so as to chill ourselves, drop by the bbtea shop for some bbtea while we talked. (:

always love talking to her!

headed home straight to get a warm bath, because my legs are so damn cold!!!

was suppose to go out with Waiyi again tmr, but can't because of mum!

arghhhhh. now i have to stay at home till 6pa class chalet at night. ):

i've got no choice but to stay at home!

thats all for today, goodnight. (:

i've fallen for you.

2010-11-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

something is bothering me alot. so much that i can't get it off my mind.

i need to meet Zoey soon to tell her everything.

Zoey, meet you up soon! I've got lots to tell you and i can't wait to see your new hairstyle!

2010-11-15T23:43:00.004+08:00

WHAT HAS HAPPEN TO BLOGGER??? the boxes are everywhere.

nvm, as long as i could type what i want its okay!

i'm back again because OLEVEL IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! :DDDDD

like finally!

have been waiting for this day ever since i stepped inside Damai.

the papers have been alright, but some were horrible, almost killing me. gosh. -__-

since now that its over, i'm worrying more for the results.

but i hope i really do well, crossing fingers.

on a brighter note, to celebrate the end of the grueling exam, went to Orchard with Tiffany and Waiyi!

fabulous time there. (:

went there for dinner, walked around, and then we headed to Changi Airport for some coffee, and chill out session. (:

sat there for hours just talking and catching up about our lives.

really love times like these!

left the place around 9 plus, and headed home with a really happy feeling. :D

haven't felt so spirited for a long time!

i've got so much more to post about the recent shopping dates with Liting and Juling! but i shall let the pictures do the talking!

i've got more pictures to upload, but i'm too lazy. hehe. so shall do it tmr if time permits! with that, goodnight!

2010-10-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

EUNICE, ME during Emaths at IT Room! spastic, lol!

dearest Kway Liting and myself at buffet today!

i know i shouldn't be using the net. but this time i dont wanna forget this Graduation Day so i shall spent my Friday penning down my thoughts .

4 years have passed, and now i have officially graduated from this school. lots of memories i will bring with me as i move on to my next lap of education. as i sat in the school hall this morning, i was having mixed feelings. sad yet glad that all has come to an end. i've got so much to say to those who have made a difference in my life, friends and teachers. nonetheless, huge huge thank you to every single of you: Liting, Juling, Zoey Peh, Waiyi, Sabrina, Wei Shan, Fatin, Asyiqin, Tiffany, Hwee Hiang, rest of 4E1, Brendan, Yankit, Jesmond, Xuewen, Ashraf.... many many more, that have made my secondary school life even more wonderful. there's too many to name. but however, as i leave this school, i will bring all these memories with me and remember it for life. last but not least all the best for your future endeavours my friends, and i sincerely hope we will still keep in contact. good luck and take care for your o's.

pictures spam on fb!

and btw 4E1 had this jar whereby we have to write note for every classmate and drop inside their jar! and as i read 40 notes written by my classmates just now, tears flowed. Especially Waiyi's and Fatin's! oommmmgggg. will miss them so so much after this!

managed to spend some time with Waiyi after graduation ceremony! we just sat down, talk and talk and talk about anything and everything. until now, i still have lots to tell her! ))):

now i'm so tired, with red, swollen, puffy eyes. i wanna go and sleep and study tmr.

so goodnight everyone, hiatus till 15th nov!

byebyebyebye. wish me luck for o's, doomsxz day man.

2010-09-18T12:59:00.002+08:00

hellloooo. (:

last paper next monday, then it will be mugging for o's already.

sigh, time flies dont it?

i dont wish to elaborate on the papers, its horrible to me.

after each paper, i regretted not studying hard enough.

but its okay, i will start studying for o's.

btw the picture up there is me and jasmine keeee!

went to town with her, and managed to caught up on lots of stuffs.

such a relaxing girls day out!

okay so i shall go off and start mugging again.

next post shall be probably 2 months later. (:

bye people, for more daily updates, follow me on Twitter!

shall be on a hiatus. see ya soon. (:

2010-09-03T22:45:00.003+08:00

i reallllyyyy wanna watch Haunted Changi! it looks interesting.

but i'm scared....

i guess i will have to drag guys to go, in case, i start crying in the midst of the show. LOL.

shall ask around and see who wants to watch! (:

PS: so many nice movies, but so little time to watch! ):

2010-09-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

hello all.

September holidays are here, but its definitely not a holiday for us.

we've got to go back for lessons, and continue mugging for prelims after holidays.

tmr i shall resume my studying routine, while i chill and lax out a little now.

i've got nothing to blog. NOTHING except to tell you all i'm studying and studying.

and i wonder who actually reads my blog, perhaps i might be closing it down soon.

i've got a new song obsession, Just a Dream by Nelly!

do listen to it. and i can assure you will like the song after that. (:

now i'm listening to True Colours-Glee Cast!

listening to their songs makes me feel so reassured, or even smiley.

i have been missing out on lots of episodes of Glee due to exams!!!! argggghhh.

most probably, i have to continue missing it till olevels are over.

when its over, i will catch up on the show. (:

and i absolutely love True Colours now.

it has been on repeat for 10 times??? LOL.

okay thats all, see you all soon.

back to reality-STUDY.

fyi, i'm on twitter now! follow me if you want. (:

Yilinteo on Twitter!

goodnight. (:

2010-08-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

since one month ago, i havent been using my laptop.

and while i am using it now, its FREAKING LAG.

it takes close to 1 minute to load a webpage. -___-

if this persists, most probably i will get so annoyed, i will just switch off and go to bed. grrr.

i miss blogging about what's happening.

but as usual, there's nothing interesting in my life now, there's only one thing to do-STUDY.

and i have been studying, like seriously.

mock exams just ended for me, and trust me, all was last minute work.

simply because, revision papers are piling up high, and every single teacher required you to finish their subject's paper.

so that leaves me with no time to study for my mock exams.

i left a 5mark chemistry question blank, forgotten all my facts, and screwed everything up.

i dont wanna get back, if i can, cause its gonna demoralise me further.

yesterday i returned home late because of teachers day rehearsals.

and i was so drained, tired and mentally unstable, i started getting cranky and really stressed.

my mom was talking to me during dinner, and i told her "i'm really stressed. i dont feel like studying anymore, losing motivation."

and i almost cried. -___-

thats the first time i have ever said that.

the pressure is creeping up to me, and i'm starting to feel it.

however, i'm sure its not gonna bring me down so easily.

i will managed the stress and perform even better than i usually do, with my goal in mind.

hang on for 2 more months and you can play all you want.

THATS WHAT I TELL MYSELF every single time i'm on the verge of giving up.

i will not crumble down, instead, i will rise up to the occasion if possible.

enough of all these stuffs.

on a brighter note,

for those who do not know yet, i've gotten an A1 for CHINESE. thank god.

and there's no school for me tmr, but i still have to be there for the teachers day skit. arghhhhh.

so i shall say goodbye now.

i will be back on October, perhaps a few weeks before o's. (: haha

2010-08-13T21:32:00.002+08:00

instead of studying for biology mock exam, i'm using the com.

i really want a break from all the constant studying.

being someone who can't sit at my seat for 6 hours and study continuously, i have to take little breaks after completing a task!

Oral today was okay, i spoke what i wanna say, and i seriously do hope it helps.

and i combat the worst fears i have for conversation!

i talked about Xuewen. (: hahahahah!

because they asked about "what made you laugh most"

and the only person i could think about is Xuewen! hahaha.

hmm, i really pray the results won't be as bad as i thought it would be.

now that SPA and orals are over, i have to concentrate on the written papers.

i know i should be studying but i dont have the motivation! argh.

i got to keep telling myself, "you are left with only a 2 more months! stop using the com! you can use all you want after o's!"

but since i'm so tired after returning home from oral today, i know i couldn't absorb anything by forcing myself to study, so i decided to use the computer instead!

and i ended up using close to 2 hrs!

argh. i dont know what am i doing too.

i guess i had better get going.

a whole list of "things to do" on my post-its!

with that, most probably i will be back again in a few weeks time or maybe after o's? who knows!

goodnight! (:

damn it, i'm back to dreaming about you again. i hate it. -__-

2010-08-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

i'm back from celebrating National Day.

and i'm officially running a fever now. ):

btw i was infront of the ntuc income building just now for the ntuc income national day celebration.

it was fabulous, and i had so much fun. (:

and guess what, the fireworks was just right in front of our eyes, and we could see everything so clearly.

there was even this lighting up of candle for our event, where we had to pass the flame from one person to another. (: it was so nice, and we got to see all the aerial flypast because we're really near to the Padang.

i enjoyed it so much with dearest Zoey, and we took lots of pictures.

i will post them up tmr. (:

i'm lazy to elaborate what happened, maybe you can view Zoey's blog for more details.

being there, i missed some of the live telecast of the NDP.

and i missed Sylvia's performance too.

so i shall catch the encore on Saturday. (:

i'm super drained now, i'm running a fever. ):

so i most probably can't make it to amaths tmr.

argh. i hate to miss lessons.

with that i'm going to rest, i hope i get well by tmr.

goodnight people, and happy birthday Singapore and Roxane! (:

2010-08-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

i'm alone at home now.

everyone in my family is outside, and my mom has went to Malaysia again.

my dad went for his primary school gathering.

and my siblings are all outside even my sister.

soooooo, i woke up early in the morning to go to my neighbour's condominium in Tanah Merah.

and my purpose of going there was to see the baby! (:

for those who have yet to know, i have a really strong and tight-knit relationship with my neighbour!

they are in their 30s, and they have seen me and my sister grow from young till now. (:

we used to go their house to swim, then we end up sleeping at his house. hehe.

now that we have all grown up, its a different story now.

upon reaching their house, we had lunch.

and they ordered my favourite from a restaurant we used to eat together last time.

how sweet.

then i looked after the baby, and started studying.

my sister was studying also.

so he brought us to the study room, on the aircon and started studying. (:

how cooling.

i almost fall asleep inside the study room...

then decided to go home to continue what i have left for Venice.

after reaching home, i was so tired, i slept.

and i woke up close to 7, to realise that i was the only one at home.

i shouldn't be sad but i am.

i had no idea why.

after using the net, i intend to study Diplomacy and Deterrence, but i doubt i will.

i'm super tired now, god knows why.

-__- btw i just woke up from a nap 4 hours ago.

anyway tmr i'm not for the actual NDP.

its not like how i said, cause my aunt just told me it is not the actual one. -.-

thats like super disappointing.

but i'm okay with it.

i'm gonna celebrate National Day tmr with my SS notes.

and i really pray i get to see the beautiful fireworks tmr, its been my dream since young.

for that i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

i will be on a hiatus, till exams are over, i guess, or when i have the EXTRA TIME.

life has been so hectic.

SS mock exam this wed, Physics Olevel SPA this Friday, Olevel English Oral this Friday.

First paper of Prelims 30th August.

and thats only a few i have listed.

not including 6 mock exam papers for Science. -__-

argh, life sucks.

i can't wait to get out of this thing.

15th Nov, i'm waiting for you.

so goodnight people. (:

just like you.